no pointless..
Friday, December 29, 2006
its two more days to NEW YEAR's EVE..insomia ytd again..damn drillings and hammerings at 8plus..so iI din catch a wink at all.. =(din go out with the rest..stayed home..meaningful tings iI did..not pointless at all..iI hope we're happy.. =))so shld my name be CAREL OR KAREL? hahahas..signing off : ruruat.times.this.is.enough~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:50 PM
XMAS.. MERRY MERRY.. =D
Monday, December 25, 2006
ho ho ho~merry merry XMAS PEOPLE..!!its 25th today..and iI woke up like eh.. 6plus PM!heh..cuz reached home like 5 plus AM..then iI open my bag to search for wallet to buy dinner..NOTICED my droplets LOVE to throw those presents into my bag without letting me noe!HAHA.. and this is so not the first time le..but still.. MUACKS.. love them so much.. =Dxmas eve.. went over to little mabel's hse for dinner..PARTY AND DINNER there..went there and distributed the xmas hats.. weeee~played games, party poppers and lightsticks!got my personal gift a big meow meow from my baby MANDA~! muacks! =Dgona post the pics soon..!!after wich.. din go down to orchard for countdown..first time for so long since iI din go down..!!hahas.. went to cy's hse.. quite alot people went.. more den 15 iI guessed..party and gift exchange THERE~drink drank drunk.. LOLs..this xmas is nice becuz of the people ard..<3ssigning off: rurula.la.la.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:55 PM
XMAS HATS h.u.n.t.s
Saturday, December 23, 2006
twin told me to sae this :she's preety, handsome and cute.. LOLthen iI add one more.. lovable ok =Dok cut the crap~ -________-alryte.. met nickt and kaki at 230 at cityhall..walk ard to look for xmas prezzie and the XMAS HATS!hmm.. so where did we went and look for that..city link,raffles,marina sq,funan's watsons..after which borrowed their list of outlets's number..called lucky plaza, ps, paragon and wisma's watsons in funan's watsons LA.. WOAH~! NO MORE HATS..! ALL SOLD OUT!saw alot of hats lying around in people's shops..like hanging at those doors..guessed if we go around kapo and collected them shld be got alot RIGHT..! =DDbut we din.. cuz mummy says stealing is not right..den took bus down to ps..went to daiso, NO HATS!went to spotlight, NO HATS!feels like D.I.Y-ing~MAD.. no time la..went to carrefour, GOT HATS! but hanging on top.. -_-iI nearly wanted to jump up and pull those DOWN~!!took train down to fareast..went ard..went to some wierd shop.. used to see hats there.. den NO HATS!den walk to inside lucky plaza den out..HOORRAY~THERE's SOME THERE~!!EACH FOR EVERYONE~ =DDDthanks nickttttt and kaki today.. HUGS people.. =))AND SORRY TO OUR CARROT LEGS~ITS EVE NOW.. lets party! wooooooohooooooo =Dsigning off : ruruni.shi.wo.de.jiemei.ni.shi.wo.de.beybear~ =p
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:39 PM
GOTH VS. ANGEL
Friday, December 22, 2006
woah.. okok.. very long never post le..
waiting for the pics.. ITS 88MB~!
guess iI'm getting better now..
so much thanks to everyone..
those unexpected people too.. hugs =))
AND MYSELF.. =D
18th monday..
manda baby's party! woah..
it was a rainy day.. but dat din spoil mood stil..
edmund, changyong and tofu came over my hse first..
then came jy..
did the dressing and some of their hair here..
hahas..
den went over to baobei's hse..did the make up stuffs..
took very long.. like 9 plus then reach manda's hse..
WOAH~
but our dressing confirm DIN DISAPPOINT HER OK.. =DD
shall post the pics soon..WATCH OUT~we have so many devils.. and one little sunny tofu angel =Ddats cute.. heh..after dat.. two days of slacks and sleeps.. =))xmas is cuming..iI'm loving it.. =DDD!last christmas iI gave uU my heart..but the very next day.. uU gave it away..kept singing this nowadays..signing off : ruruxmas.xmas.XXMAS.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:14 PM
NO MORE SLEEP AGAIN!
Sunday, December 17, 2006
at home now..idiot thoughts kept coming in..had enuff of torturings in my dreams..becuz they just hurt too much..iI'm tired iI wana sleep.. but iI'm so afraid to fall into them..becuz it will be worse after iI woke up to find everyting gone..wad can iI do?sleep or not.. SO SHIT~thanks for dose whu cared so much and companied me online to play games..ya.. home was hard to get over alone..finally when iI turn into bed ytd.. it was 5 plus am..tired.. and so freaky tired..toss and turn.. found out its 7 plus le..then again finally getting some TINY PATHETIC sleep..SOME DUMB ASS IS RENOVATING UPSTAIRS..!!the drillings are driving me crazie..so iI kinda din even sleep at ALL..PARTY LATER..its honey's burfday..gothic iI'll be..but iI duno if iI'll have the energy to go on..but iI just wana be away from home alone..signing off : ruruiI.wonder.if.uU.noe.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:46 PM
clubbings~
these few days..
was still as hard..
or harder thu..
so..
went clubb hopping..
with lovely people..
iI noe they just din want me to stay home and be alone..
st james power station, mos, clinic and zouk was the places..
home like after 3 ,4 ,5 am..
guess for now.. dats the only way to make me so tired and fall asleep straight away
b4 stupid tinkings starts coming in..
yet.. high hopes in happy dreams land me in worser shape after waking up..
kinda landing me into more disappointment..
ASS MAN~
when can iI ever start to rest properly..sleep or not to sleep..
one fine nyte..
sat down with dad in park..
open cans of beer to drink..
both of us were unhappy about personal stuffs..
so we chatted and pour stuffs out like old friends..
till 4 plus..
received news..
he had a gf..
dat was faster den iI had expected..
alot more..
but way b4.. guessed my sixth sense was so ryte..
it was true after all..
well.. wads more to say..
just no more happy endings..
all iI can do is to =) and =)
iI noe iI stil do miss uU alot..
signing off : rurusighs~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:43 PM
K - buffet =D
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
TODAY~!
slept till 1 plus 2..
damn tired..
or rather should iI sae..
iI'm not feeling so good.. as in mood and everyting..
so iI forced myself to sleep..
din join the others for earlier activities..
this dumb girl of everyone cried the day b4..
cuz she's just so stupid~admit she is la..
yawns~
3 plus ate lunch with dad..
went tamp at 4 plus.. met them..
den went k buffet at marina sq..
sakura food and k box.. yes..
they're nice..
dumb twin din cum..
oh my~
songs.. made me tink of uU..
oh~ wad shit..
iI'm lousy..
signing off : rurula.la.la. -_-
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:54 PM
YES~ more sleeps..
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
woah.. happy..
just woke up not long ago..
finally caught more sleep..
past days.. guys had been staying over at my hse..
LOL~ ok.. pls to study la.. tink wad..
den we shift to tofu's hse to stay and study ytd..
not ENUFF SLP..~ lucky.. now iI did..
den.. tmr wondering to go gym with raine or go ikea with the rest..
after dat going k buffet during evening times..
many people going.. yea~
b4 dat.. morning going over to kovan.. pei-ing papa go register his driving..
den today when iI called my instructor telling him iI was going to find him..
he called he DARLING~ omg..
iI'm not going to date a guy more den 20 years of me or MORE OK..
iI had enuff fatherly love.. =))
den.. george wanted me to post this on my blog..
so this is his masterpiece..!!!
so interested parties contact me at 92273334..
or his hotmail stated there ba.. =D
nth to do.. so decided to post some recent pics of mine..
the tulang at jalan KAYU~ ok.. tulang was not nice man..
santa claus has arrived in town.. A CUTE ONE..!!
Then presenting a CUTE ME ok!notice iI'm wearing formal.. omg~
then its the retard backpacker..!! =Dsigning off : ruruomg~ xiang si ren..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:40 PM
party vs supper..!!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
today..stayed home whole day..din go zouk out with baobei..she works till kinda late..ya b4 she cums.. iI'll be k.o.. HAHAdin go MOS with them too.. hahas..initially wanted to go.. den last min.. din..many friends went..its freaky many people from wad dey said..guessed iI knew it.. hahas..went supper with edwin,george,edmund and changyong..dey came my hse to study b4 supper.. george only came after the supper..the supper was NICE~ at jalan kayu..!!AND omg~ iI tired the TULANG..wich is the bone marrow.. eee~ ok..the sauce for cooking the bone was nice and spicy..but the marrow is omg~ duno jelly inside and.. eee~ not nice la..but at least tried.. dats the end result of curiosity.. HAHA! =Dand we luff like mad people with all the knockings.. LOLS!cuz we cant get the marrow out.. hahahahahs..ok la.. exams coming soon.. wish me luck kaes.. =Dsigning off : ruruduno.wad.now.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:49 PM
worse day..
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
as far as from wad i've been thru..
today.. i've brought the date forward..
i risk everyting i had..
every pain pierced my heart..
everyting was felt..
finally i broke down..
no more pretendance..There aint any hopes at all..wishful dumb..no matter how much is tried..nothing's gona take place..decided to move out from dat shadow in my hse..
dat shadow full of everyting everywhere..
had company.. lucky..
lucky me still..
silly faces had not been able to draw my attention away..
netherless to say the pain..
sighs~ everyting was not forgiven for..
seriously.. i reli miss u so so much..
signing off : rurua.chance.was.not.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:38 PM
ESCAPE DAY..!!
Sunday, December 03, 2006
MIA-ed the whole day..!! LOLwent with twiin to escape today.. OMG! we're so like kids.. cute kids OK.. hahahas..decided to do sumting different from shopping la.. =Danyway.. finally.. one fine day.. iI'm so happy after so long..kinda put down my worries for time-being..she's at my hse now.. hahas..staying over.. yea.. iI've got accompany.. and its my TWIN.. =))signing off : ruruhappy.day. =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
3:11 AM
torture torture..
Friday, December 01, 2006
hmmm..wads the day today..? gosh~ its 1st dec le..times flies like mad when uU're so freaky busy la..din have proper meals for one whole day, or proper sleeps for countless nights..countless of untouchable words..when izit gona end..iI'm missing so many people..the night suddenly feels so loney after so long..signing off : rurutime.to.relax.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:51 PM
