hmmmz..

news and more news..
GONA GET SO BUSY during FEBRUARY..

so let me see my schedule..
here it goes..

1st Feb - tain submission
2nd Feb - accounts submission
3rd Feb - Sentosa trip?
4th Feb - a stupid date -_-
6th Feb - accounts TEST, Little gf's burfdae celebration with funs
8th Feb - Driving revision, maybe Double 0 club
9th Feb - Hci submission and driving revision
10th Feb - TP driving TEST! and little gf's celebration with droplets
following chiong 3d animation, submission on 14/15 Feb.
WAD's case study and lab test.. (confirm die la)
den study week den exams..

TELL ME HOW TO REST! -________-!

and iI freaky din realise it was SO PACKED..!!

DRIVING'S so near.. PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE OK?! =D

still.. having fun.. hahas.. somehow.. iI can only relax lidat..
THANKS DEAR PEOPLE.. =)))

signing off : ruru
wa.wa.wa. 8:37 AM

ytd ton over at tofu's hse..
went to pei ke lian de baobei..
lost her work after its done.. made me so worried too..
anyway.. love my baobei man..!
for ur ears and mouth..
iI noe uU thank me for mine too.. wahahas..
muacks.. =D

today's one cold day again..
sch till 5..
finally WAD submission! DAMN HAPPY..!
but heard lab test is coming.. OH-SO.. wish me best of luck ba.. hahas..
stil so glad SO GLAD dat edmund helped me thru all these..
of cuz stil got my jiemei and derek..
seriously tink back.. without edmund.. iI tink cant pull thru poly life..
first was the stupid prsp, java, and now WAD.. hahas..
iI noe iI totally suck at programming SIA..
THANKS MAN EDMUND.. iI MEANT REAL! =D

farnie days in sch.. hahas..
went town to PICK UP SOME PEOPLE's JEANS..
den end up go ps bought some snacks to eat den headed down to clarke quay..

muay thai trial lesson today with baobei, ah mei, juan, nickt, suhari and edmund..
actuali not reli muay thai yet..
just some basic locking techniques..
the squat jumps made us jelly legs.. lols..
iI tink iI ate too much.. PUKE after dat.. =(
anyway saw melody chen, filming dere in red sports bra..
she's preety LA.. weee~

my partner was a erh plump bung la..
hmm.. iI guess half my my neh is flat liao la.. HAHAHAs..
iI can carry HER! strong..! but the instructor says no need cuz iI might strain my back..
SO iI din for the next few times.. hahas..
and her B.O iI cant tahan..
omg~ how sia.. hahas.. nvm la.. but stil she's a nice person..
but not interested.. =))

after dat went mac.. tink after puking damn hungry..
wasted man.. wahahahas..
slack, took pics and tok COcK.. =D

tmr's sentosa? hahahahas..
lets see HOW..
iI noe iI stil have projects on hand..
and my SHOUDLERS ARE so SUAN..
not cuz of training.. recently its been lidat la!
iI NEED MASSAGE!!

signing off : ruru
=) . =) . =) 11:59 PM

20th nyte..
thanks twiin uU made my night..
thu its been a long time since we met up..
=))

21st..
a memorable place forever..
a sweet love story with a high price to pay..
uU'll go yeah.. and smileys came.. but so?
neither will uU noe everyting nor how complicated tings can be behind the scenes..
or just simply lidat..
a fool.. or both..
we are just stuck to that particular one..
shall it be.. its enuff..
tings have changed..
HAIS!
iI'm refering to different stuffs..
messed!

pool and billard with the brothers..
soccer and supper!
HAPPIE BURFDAE KAMHONG! =))
its been years since we known each other..
iI'm glad uU guys were there.. hahas..

still heavy loads..

signing off : ruru
on.and off the lamp. 2:17 AM

19th friday nyte..
after sch was sheesha-ing, den next to cafe delma..
it was the grand opening..

to km8..
nearly fell asleep on the deck..
nice stars, nice nyte.. cool and breezy..
golden mushrooms, calamari, garlic bread..
mojito and lychee martini.. =))

how nice if iI could reli relax lidat everyday.. heavy load..
sighs~

signing off : ruru
stars lite, stars bright. 3:03 AM

sighs~

at times..

duno wad to sae..
feels like blogging but duno wad to ryte..
ask me.. iI still duno wad to sae..
mayb just.. blank..

blank blank blank..

signing off : ruru
. . . 9:09 PM

yes and its kinda true for a merely a week or two's time..
no wanting to repeat the same mistakes..
no doubt.. but how convincing..?

still.. iI reli duno..
the more iI've seen and the more iI've heard..
aches my heart..
out of no where.. tears can fall..
yet iI cant conclude.. wad the feelings reli were..
starting to realise its so hurting afterall..
made me feel like iI'm reli so impt..
yes iI cant leave halfway..
cuz iI'm already part of it..
iI wun wan uU to hold back.. cuz uU need me..
yet iI cant step forward strongly enough to hold uU..
cuz iI aint got enough for myself..
somehow.. iI reli felt from ur heart the tremendous hurt uU had suffered..
iI dun wana sae the heart ache is a sympathy cuz iI felt dat its reli not..

for now.. iI guess iI could till support..
one day when it runs out..
iI'll fall too..
and guess by the time..
everyting had sunk deeper..
into a state where emotions and physical,
from family and love combines..
and when one day.. a leave is a must..
everyting will be back to square one for uU..
still a person whom iI used to be..
tend to look back..
and stil hurts wun run out on me upon the view..

iI lost my love..
picked myself up.. strong again..
yet weaker in the other..
at times realised..
more love iI had ever since..
yet.. sumhow..
once the look-alike bait uncautiously hooked on a fish..
by the time, its too late.. cuz dere's blood..
and when once bleeding finishes.. its gone..

signing off : ruru
be.fine. =) 12:58 AM

blogging in the middle OF THE NYTE~!
best.. someone force me to BLOG..!!

hahahas..
rub the stupid orh-qeh(blue-black) for like an hour..! -___-
my poor thumb and index finger =(
but its OK.. hahas =))


OK.. no sleep AGAIN..
wan an~!

signing off : ruru
=).=).=)m.m. 4:45 AM

sick today..
din manage to go for the project meeting =(
sorie tofu!
shall meet uU tmr..

bed ridden till 6plus or 7plus..
lols.. iI sound like iI'm having trouble moving around..
feel so weak.. during bathing iI guess iI can faint..
so cold again today..

ate tom yum bee hoon soup dat mum brought home..
iI din tell her iI was sick cuz was feeling better at dat time..
if not iI guess she wun buy for ME tom yum! =p

and.. iI was surprised today..
in a shagged form of state.. so PS.!
thanks for the qing teng..
iI was more touched den uU were..

signing off : ruru
qing.teng.qing.teng. =)) 11:57 PM

din sleep for 2 DAYS..
hahas.. ok la..
just eyes pain and sleepy besides dat..
its okae.. LOL..

cab like 4-5 times this week..
iI'm so pok and tired..!!

its a rainy DAY~
freaky FREEZING DAY..!!!
BIG rainy and misty windows..!!
walk out of my class..
saw wordings "I LOVE CAREL".. STUNNED..
hahaha! wonder whus my secret admirer?! LOL =X
so iI did some stupid drawings on it too.. =))

HCI lame and fun..
tmr chiong accounts project!

signing off : ruru
hao LENG.HAO.leng. 11:45 PM

7 people are in my hse..
since last night..
today we pon school.. =p

nicky,edwin,junyong,jiawen,changyong,edmund and melody..
so.. we ate lotsa chickens WHOLE DAY~
we slack . did some work . chit-chat . played at playground .

yawns.. not working tmr..
go sch la.. good girl OK.. =)))

to momo: good girl went school! =D

signing off : ruru
yeah.yeah.yeah.

11:25 PM

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends

keep reading

11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back.
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her.
17-kiss her unexpectedly.
18-hug her from behind the waist
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
20-u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-don't ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff
23-tell her what feels good
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuffs. small things can still help.make her feel special.
26-don't lie to her.
27-don't cheat on her.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her whenever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

are you still reading this u better be
its important

31-Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32-When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33-Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34-While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35-Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort herremember this next time you are withher
36-When people diss her, stand up for her.
37-Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38-Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39-When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40-When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41-Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42-Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43-Take her for long walks at night
44-Dedicate a song to her.
45-Always remind her how much you love her.

you'll never know when she needs just alil more love.

guess the above.. we have went thru alot more than just the BOLD ones..
dats why.. its so hard to forget.. =))
and if only.. iI have done better.. it would all be BOLD..

wadeva it becomes..
bring away the pain and let the beauty of memories remain.. =))
move on and wait..

signing off : ruru
pls.ru.pls.smile. =)) 12:15 PM

argh~ dumb dumb dumb..

wad happened..

xin li hai shi suan suan de..
guessed iI deceived everyone..
including myself.. HAHA.. haha.. haha. ha.. yea.. ha. wth~

trying to get over..
YES.. YINRU CAN DO IT..
*roars..

hard la.. sighs~ so dumbbbbbbbbb..
yes its new year..
mayb iI need more love to cover..
my own strength's NOT ENOUGH!

ouch~ sometimes..
it still hurts like nobody's business..
toss and turn.. YTD insommia AGAIN..!!
ring~ there goes the alarm.. wads up.. no more sleep le.. -_-

alryte projects! here iI COME..

signing off : ruru
dont.wana.turn.into.bad.shape. 11:43 AM

yea..

first day of SCHOOL~!
and iI DIN GO~! =D

alryte.. guess iI reli had a headache..
guess gorta adjust the timings of my late nytes, er no.. early morning SLEEPS back..
been sleeping like 5-7 am during the holidaes..
hard to get back to normal timings.. damn tired..
the stupid drillings and hammerings..
this time round.. din affect me..
cuz iI was like thu irritated..
but just slept all the way.. HAO LEI~

went out ytd..
watch night in the museum..
MY DUMB DUMB WANTS TO SPEAK..
with my little godsis persis and little gf bel.. LOL..
alryte.. after dat.. minfei and edmund came and has dinner with us at cine..
persis went back first..
den we played pool awhile..
and ITS HOMING time..

new year passed with 20 - 30++ people at brent's hse..
alot of jabalang people.. half iI knew and half iI duno.. HAHA..
but alryte.. still not bad.. all mix around.. =))

its a new year..
iI knew what iI had to do..
iI guess iI will try wad iI had to stop too..
or mayb move on and wait at the same time..

ny's resolution : a stronger man or a girl.. =D
wahahahs..

signing off : ruru
da.jia.hao. =D 11:20 PM

love the warm, the sun
serious and crazy F.R.I.E.N.D.L.Y.! dearest family
my girls and guys aaron
alouis
amanda
chang yong
cindial
cynthia
edmund
edwin
eileen
gerald
huishi
hui yin
jiawen
jane
jean
jia qun
jeanie
jin long
jocelyn
joelyn
joshua
jie ying
junyong
lao zha bor
lex
mabel
makino
melody
meimei
mei sin
milissa
min feii
nicolas
nicole
persis
plex
qi sheng
sam
stephy
tong ming
wei long
wen jie
ying ting
yan fang
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