L.A.M.B!

SWEET FATS
Friday, March 30, 2007

A EATING nightmare.!
: by AH MEI

according to her..
she dig out so many invisible factors dat will make me FAT..
iI just realised.. iI had to eat all the way b4 my birthday till overseas.. til BACK!

OMG!!! gona BE SO FAT!

FRI :a chef birthday chalet = EAT

SAT :meeting a brother = EAT

SUN :mummy advanced birthday celebration for me = EAT

SUN's NIGHT :fine dinning by my dearest baobei, no status and frens = EAT

MON :funs celebration for me = EAT

TUE :maybe = EAT

WED-WED(overseas CHINA) = EAT ALOT ALOT!

BACK FROM CHINA : gary's treat = EAT AGAIN

CHI SI WO! RARS*

signing off : ruru
fat.fatty.FATTEST.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

6:18 AM

night.

uU noe how hard-breaking it is..?
to actuali send uU to meet another..
sighs..

ever since..
baobei..
uU set me tinking..
uU realised.. uU convinced urself..
stil.. iI dare not hope..
but seriously realised thu..
at least once.. iI possessed..
give me a second..

just blindly going..
now what..
its hard to control..
but iI'm afraid for the second as well..

thanks for the dinner..
iI din noe iI actuali bursted out in the cab..
iI din noe it was stil so strong..
iI tot iI was strong..
turned out.. it was the insides dat were stronger..

took a stroll in punggol park..
a long stroll dat fills alot inside..
squated at the sides..
feeling so helpless..
lucky dere was the call..
dat stopped me..

april is approaching..
iI'm starting to feel scared..

signing off : ruru
give.me.a.break.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

12:12 AM

overseas.
Thursday, March 29, 2007

OK..
iI had yawned for like 30 over times just sitting here within an hr..
tearing all the way..
like some tap.. idiot..

officially going overseas early morning in 040407..

so people if uU guys cant find me..
uU noe why le.. =))

and miss me =D

signing off : ruru
buy.bye.buy.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

12:55 AM

family day.
Sunday, March 18, 2007

tired day..
woke up kinda early..
drove my parents to eat at yio chu kang..
family day as usual..

DADDY IS SO CUTE TODAY! =D

sometimes iI reli cant help but feel dat he's such a little kid..
HAHAS..

wanted to go bugis to look for my couzie..
end up its already 4 plus..
and she's leaving at 6 plus..
wad for go.. lol..
so stayed home and slept abit..
so in a daze recently..
not a very good ting..
cuz good tings dun come into my mind.. ass.

did abit of hse work..
watched the charity show..

chatterbox is arriving next week..
yea.. so freaking long.. -________-

signing off : ruru
choco.choco.choco.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

12:55 PM

good old days..
Monday, March 12, 2007

disney on ice was not bad..

got caught in the middle between mum and dad..
ya cuz iI sat in the middle trying to explain the whole of the scenes to them..
tiring man.. turn here and turn dere..
not bad still..
but damn cold.. brrrr~

after wich.. went to old airport road..
drank my bak kut teh soup..
din reli have the appitette to eat..

drove all the way up to the 7 storey carpark..
parked at the top.. where everyting can be seen clearly from dere..
dad got down.. walked to the railings.. and stare..
frm wad iI see..
he's missing my grandpa..
grandpa used to have a shop at old airport road.. selling clothes..
dad used to drive grandpa back to his old shop's location in the past..
and to look for his old frens..
when iI was young, iI followed them dere b4..
now everyting is renovating..
the road has changed quite alot..
still.. he's missing the times he had with his dad at the roadsides dere..

next.. drove dad and mum home..
feeling quite weak..
din go to work..
fall flat on the sofa..

tears.. totally became naughty..
as all the emotions mixed up..
especially yes.. the quiet nytes..

signing : ruru
the.good.old.days.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

5:08 AM

w.t.h
Sunday, March 11, 2007

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH@#$%^&*)()_!!!!!!!!

MADNESS~!!!!!!!!!

I wana go.. but I wana bring her go..
I cant bring her go.. he said b4 I cant..
I tried so many times.. I cant..
Dun wana insist and make everyting difficult..
So I agreed on letting the thoughts flow by reluctantly..
Next.. I wana go with her.. he said i cant..
I dun wana make him tink dat im upset,
cuz she cant go with me and in return I left with her..
another reason was..
I noe I cant throw her at home alone for so long too..
he told me and i got stressed over it..
Afterall tings might get real nasty..
Just when I thought I culd let the stupid thoughts reli get over..
He got me irritated with the checkings..
So I had no choice but to agree and agree..
Did not want to voice out my real intentions..
Thu I tried hinting him a thousand times..
I noe its hard enuf on him to get thru his character..
Dun wana make everyting caught in the middle becuz of me..
he was stressed by her..
i culd reli go alone.. he said i culd.. iden meet him dere..
its time to get some independance..
she wuldnt agree..
so we got stressed.. and choosing the dates got me even mroe stressed..
totally hate it.. hate hate hate it..
i culd now even memorise the checkings..
he found out dat it bcame more expensive..
wanted go change dates again..
i was totally bursting..
Yet all along i still feel like bringing her go.. thu I agree to go alone..
Next I found out dat the damn sup paper in sch might clash..
Cuz I did not have enuff confidence dat I’ll pass..
In another thought, even if was allowed to bring her go,
Her sup will definitely clash with the time..
So end up, we all might not go..
Still, I’m starting to fear dat 2 dates in april..
I wana get away from it..
But since this had happened, I cant escape..
She wanted go off with me..
Tings might change for the better if this happens..
If she culd and I cant.. I will stil be left alone..
Tings might oso be changed for the worse..
And it will be totally hard on me with naggings around..
And I badly dun want her to leave alone..
If he were to change his timings to suit me..
It will be against his character..
And I dun want it to happen..
So I din voiced out my intentions once again..
Again.. I bottled everyting up..
And again..

ok.. some irritating post..

signing off : ruru
w.t.h

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

5:40 AM

little buddy.

ASS.. MY NOSE IS STLL SO PAIN cuz of dat BUMP dat lands me duno where..
so prone to accidents recently..
and backbone got a swell out of nowhere..
freaky pain everywhere..
culdnt reli stretch..
11hrs of work today..
but it was nice..
too busy.. yes..

took 5 by the void deck chair just now..
all iI had was a little cat beside me..
still its presence do help so much..
thank god.!
thanks for accompanying me home all the way thru dat slow walk little buddy..
iI noe thu dats wad uU owais do.. following around..
to me its stil a thanks lots..
culdnt bring uU home..
lucky dere's another malay man to play with uU..
cant reli bear to throw uU at the lift door thu..

hahas..

duno wad to describe..

decide to work tmr again after the disney on ice..

signing off : ruru
. . .

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

12:54 AM

black out.
Saturday, March 10, 2007

all that is said is said..

overseas for preferbaly a month..

its time to get anew life..

shang.le.wo.ai.de.ren.
shang.le.ai.wo.de.ren.
ye.shang.le.zi.ji.zui.shen.

birthday aint values anymore..
others matter more..

signing off : ruru
i.finally.black out.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

1:50 AM

random, wishy washy
Thursday, March 08, 2007

yes.. cuz it can be kinda relax at times..
been home like 3 days.. went out only to attend a funeral..
but funeral everytime seemed like gathering of old frens.. hmm..

town,meet up,makan and mustafa..
not bad la.. everyting's very random and random again..
dvds: free willy3 + dumb and dumberer..
wahahas.. totally suits the both of us..
ya.. just nice.. dumber and dumbest.. =)
thanks for dumbest accompany overnyte..
cuz seriously aint feeling so nice recently..
as long as someone's dere to occupy my mind.. its better..
thu dat someone made me deprive of SLEEP.. stil big hugs..
its time to set a new customize dumbest alarm.. reli annoying.. lols..

at times truely free of worries..
at times reli feel so free..

sometimes even a little trip makes me frown..
totally frown like nobody's business man.. RARS*

next time.. definately..
when iI have the money..
A suitable time slot of my own convience regardless of paying how much MAN..
no more being tight-down cuz of business trips or or wad ever business subsidies..
the only happy ting is able to shop over the trips..
besides dat.. kinda fark up thu..
and next time iI gona pull so many of my ages dere..!!!!! RARS*
and iI totally hate wishy-washy..!!
mayb iI'm stil not up to the age of tinking abit too far den iI've used to tink!

headache..
how iI wish to escape..
the dates just din match iI suppose..
if it matches.. iI will be gone for an exact 10 days or more..
sians 1/2..
but iI noe.. soon.. in the month of april..
its both a happy and sad month..

signing off : ruru
RARS*

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

5:21 AM

keep me happy..
Tuesday, March 06, 2007

hahas..
mum came back with a piece of newspaper..
(everyting is in chinese)
she went : hey iI wana watch this!
iI went: wad ting again?
den she threw the paper on me..

TADA~!

OK..~! so steady.. tmr iI going to buy the tickets..
and watching it this sunday.. HAHAS..
she's so random and cute.. BTH~

shopping spree iI'm coming..
and stretching to over seas.. hahahahas..
dats the only ting dat keeps me motivated now..?
cuz at times iI reli just feel so LOW.. shucks*

iI reli duno wad you, you, you and you are tinking..
tinking about it makes me feel so sad man..
live life as it is ba..
cuz if its meant to be.. everyting will be.. =))

signing off : ruru
lai.ba.lai.ba

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

1:05 AM

some pain.
Saturday, March 03, 2007

yeah.. finally its holidays!

anyway.. its just the start of holidays.. and iI culdnt enjoy..
kinda like some cripple now man..!
injured on thurs mid-nyte..
some accident dat turns my elbow and knee into some 'sashimi' dat nickt called..
painful la..
hoped no obvious scars..

guess stil gorta work on monday..
how am iI going to die!

by ryte going out with couzie..
but guess was too tired with only 2 hrs of slp the previous day..
stil went to brent hse and slack.. reached home like mid-nyte..
headache!
so gorta postpone my shopping trip with her..

sighs..
out of no where..
uU appeared again..
shit man.. its forever haunting..
tel myself.. its stil independant times okae..
so dat iI culd stand up properly.. =))

signing off : ruru
no.idea.of.wad.we.wanted.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:06 PM