L.A.M.B!

retard.
Friday, November 23, 2007

i tot the retard ting ended after i left ocbc..
wtf, it dint..

i was working with adobe on screen,
when i actually i fell asleep when i'm selecting some buttons halfway AGAIN..
and i tink edmund is also retard, cuz he was still staring patiently at the screen..
after dat he told me he's stonning thu he realised i'm slping..
-___________________________________-!

besides dat :
- i can highlight text halfway and fall asleep,
- i can right click on highlighted text and fall asleep, woke up to find my mouse on the (copy, paste, cut box),
- fall asleep in the holding mouse position
- and alot more, which i tink, cant really recall now..

some retard..
aiya i tink i'm too tired..

signing off : ruru
wth~ man.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

11:58 PM

speechless.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007

oh.. i bet u wuldnt wana read my blog..
or rather, i dun tink u will get to read it..
cuz somehow, the posts are abit over.............
whichever, i duno how to phrase it..
the previous posts sounds wierd..

but still,
i'm seriously sorry for doubting u..
or rather i've always trusted u, i'm juz too anxious..

now i got the whole pic..
someting which made me speechless..
still, i'm there.. aint any passerby.. but me..
and u noe i meant it.. =)

yeah, tons of projects are waiting for me to touch them..
and yeah.. this spells really dead..

signing off : ruru
oh gosh.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

11:56 PM

wierd.
Monday, November 19, 2007

dun tink there's anyting much i can do anymore..
i have done everyting i can i guessed..
the rest is up to u, gotta live strong yea.. =)

back from genting,
got a chip from the casino to remember how incredibly i can get in with baobei..
hahas..
cuz we dun look OLD, dats the prob. =D

reli felt like stonning all the way man..
got no choice..
and projects are PILLING UP LIKE =(
gotta be hardworking man.. heh..

i will try..

signing off : ruru
i.feel.wierd.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:58 PM

thank you my dearest.
Saturday, November 10, 2007

my greatest yearn now,

continue to call me everyday like u did in the past..
we noe messages culd be fake..

dun be dat big fat liar u promise not to be..
and u're NOT suppose to be..

u taught me promises are not to be taken lightly,
becuz u set an example by doing so,
but if u ever break it, i tink i will hate u for leaving me alone..
and for the first time, i will hate a person, whom i loved.
but izit possible i culd bring myself to do so?

my dearest, my love..

i miss u so badly, i wana see ur stupid face again..
scold me an asshole, i wuld so gladly to be one now..
for u, i promise..

becuz for me, u did the hardest promise..

thank you for trying so hard and not giving up..
thank you for remembering wad i wore a year ago..
thank you for apppreciating me so much..
thank you for letting me into ur life and made an impact on u..

i din noe i reli meant so much,
when initially u said dat u might not even wana try to noe more bout me,
we knew its all lies..

thank you for remembering me at such a time..
thank you so much.. so so much..

yes, on one condition i promised u,
so dat u wuld continue to call me everyday,

yes, i promised u not to wait for ur call..
when its the hardest ting for me..

signing off: ruru
nov.10.we.teared.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:38 PM

endure.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007

a call, and my heart broke like again.

please tell me u will be alright.
please tell me nothing's gona happen.

see-ing him suffering is already too hard up,
how can i endure any more of such happenings.

and pls take care and stand strong.
cuz,
i doubt i can take any further blows either.

i dun ask for much,
juz for u to be so alright.
and to u, for her to be too.

signing off: ruru
cuz.its.important.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

12:31 AM

wad a week.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007

hello people, its been more den 1 week since i've blog again..

its was hell during this period of time,
even me, got such a big shock, cuz its way too drama somehow..
but i clearly knew that i will do wadever it takes to keep my loves.

thanks so much to my dearest friends who cared,
friends who are worried,
friends who came over and took care of me when i almost cant hold on,
and accompanied me to see my love.
i really appreciated like tons..

yea, a relief finally..

and still, i'm holding strong, and coping well.. =)
cuz its the usual ru, and i'm the ru.. hahas..
taking a break soon.. YEAH~

signing off : ruru
loves.back. =)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:35 PM