L.A.M.B!

flames.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007

ya merry xmas everyone..
i dint got what i wanted..
aint material stuffs..
i wonder when will it ever come..

my breath stops for a second everytime the thought came..
the kind of feeling being suppressed by tons of huge loads..
oh my...

i'm really tired..

FIRSTLY..
IRRITATED..
i'm always attracting the WRONG CROWD!
PLATONIC friendship PLEASE..

SECONDLY..
guys please dun use heehee or hehe TO ME..
i tink its way too GAY..
girls, i dun mind.. cuz i'm bias.. SORRY GUYS..

LASTLY..
please stop forcing meeeeeeee to one corner CAN!
i'm some freaking TIRED..
it's always TURNING MY MOOD DAMN FOUL..

and i'm NOT USED TO BEING AN ANGRY WOMAN!

signing off : ruru
put.out.the.flames.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

11:30 PM

happy vs sad
Wednesday, December 05, 2007

yes, indeed very shocking that u came and read it..
i'm sure that someday will definitely come someday..

to me,
u're someone who dun bother give a shit to people u dun care..

i dun have the intentions to hurt at all..
u were hurt,
becuz u knew i really cared..

u were hurt,
becuz u did bother to give me the shits afterall..

i know u wana minimize my worries,
best if i disappear from ur life,
so that u dun owe me anyting..

remember, i told u b4,
we're both happy and sad pple..?
so, i haven always been unhappy, i do have very happy times..
so no worries for me..

for urself and abit of me,
i hope dat u'll choose the right alternatives..
whichever fine day it comes,
as long as its within ur means,
pls dun be dat promise-breaker about disappearing in my life alright..

signing off : ruru
take.care.tons.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:10 PM

late.

yes i know..

see you when i see you..

however much i hated that phrase..

that's the only way..

seriously, i really duno when it will arrive..

every word is so sheltered..

thu, indeed way too much to mess around with..

i guessed i did,

but i never had once regretted at all..

thanks.

signing off : ruru
too.little.too.late.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:00 AM