feels nostalgic.
Friday, October 10, 2008
OKaE..!i tink i can throw my blog away already..cuz i aint really touching it.. not even my own lappie..gosh..anyway, life's getting more and more challenging for me everyday.work and personal life.i wonder if i can take it anymore..and woah..lets see how..becuz i aint the stagnant type..and life after 20th is getting so much more interestingtaking risks aint big prob, cuz i'm always a risky person.and i guess i wouldnt really go for someting i dun have faith in..i wonder,cant i be like a child at times.i've never enjoyed throwing any tantrums or stomping my foot at things i like.u could say, i feel like i've never been a child b4, mayb juz a tinge of it.recovered from the memories of stomping foot like ages ago,way during the childhood age when everybody's still playing.loads are heavy and mindcepts are totally complicating at the age of 5.and somehow i managed to survive like a normal person till now..at times i really duno if somethings i did to some large extent was worthwhile.but i juz wana take a try.afterall enrich myself yeah..TRYING is the word.anyway my abrasion hurts.fuck the sharp stairs at gwph and say hi to my poor shin.the bones hurts,i cant say my heart no longer feels, cuz definitely it does.perhaps its all too mixed up.sighing off : ruruwad.to.do.wad.to.do~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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