The.Present =)

COINS ARE IMPORTANT!

2009-04-23T18:10:00.000-07:00

okae, this post is pretty random..
BUT, COINS GAVE ME LUNCH!
lols..

TODAY, here it goes, before leaving my hse, my hands are itchy..
saw a bag of coins, pretty eyesore, so decided to grab some to spend instead of notes..
went NTU with my hottie to meet prof..
decided to have some pasta before going home..
the cafe only takes cash, no visa/master/nets!

we open our wallets, stared at each other..
and,
OH YA, we remembered,
"day before we went to the arcade to retrieve some childhood playtime back"
so, we spend our last notes there..
forgotting to withdraw, she have to go to the atm..
cutest thing is,
THE ATM HAS NO MORE CASH, dots..
FREAKING NICE TIMING MAN..
GOT SO SWAY ANOT??
T_T

counted the COINS, added up to 9 bucks..
JUST NICE for two! lols..
things can sound cheapo sometimes, but when such incidents come by,
U HAVE TO DO IT..
CUZ U HAVE NO MORE PLACE TO EAT!!

so, after food, went back to sembawang..
wanted to buy bubble tea which cost $1.50, dig some coins..
found $1.40!
SHORT OF 10 CENT!!
CONCLUDED, REALLY DAMN SWAY!!
found another atm, withdraw notes..
used 10bucks to buy instead..
it's so ridiculous when we always throw coins everywhere in the bag or on the table,
when in need, it's always MISSING IN ACTION?

BLOGGING TO SAY,
the morale of the story..
HELLO PEOPLE, HELLO HELLO!!
DONT BELITTLE COINS..
especially,
10 cents..
-______________________________________-!!

HAHAS..
nice day thu..

signing off : ruru
hi.hottie.hi.smiley!

the events counting down to 21ST birthday!!

2009-04-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

HI HI HI PEOPLE!

I'AM BACK! OR MAYBE MISSING AGAIN SOON..

OKAE, I KNOW IT'S BEEN SUPER LONG OKAE OKAE..

currently, life's been damn good..
aint working now.. machiam some taitai..
BUT, once again cuz it's been a long long period of torturous work at some hotel..
time to take a break that's WHY..
but no doubt, made many good friends there!
news of mine will be going travelling around for awhile, then back to school for bachelor studies..

life since dec and to the starting of year 2009 is perfect,
and of cuz towards the end of my life,
all the way,
cuz i found u!
u became my best friend and i love u!
YES U MISS FOO!
u're smiling cuz it's YOU!
oh.. YOU YOU YOU.. hahas..

at my buddy song wu's place now with tons of people cooking and bbqing..
dear XIN YI, always cooked us some very nice nice food..
YES, NG XIN YI..!
anyway, we're in a dark, cosy balcony in a condo interneting!
private internet cafe.. weeeeeeee~

IT'S GONA BE MY 21ST BIRTHDAY IN A COUPLE OF MINUTES!
spells old but its okae..
i aint the oldest.. wahahahs..
the people beside me, are older.. =DD
i know they wun be offended, NICE PEOPLE MA.. LOL.. =)
come give me a big *SMILE XINYI =D

*OH YA I SAW PEOPLE DANCING HUGGING A HUGE WATERMELON.. LOL!!
its the WATERMELON SHUFFLE!! =D

dun ask me who..
it's not NG XIN YI AND THE BRALESS GIRL..!! =))
*check out the humans involved*

think it's been too long since i've blog, duno wad else to write..
so.. PEACE OUT SOON..
tomorrow's a long day for buffet and gathering time!!

wana check out my life,
mayb facebook.. hahahas..!

humans involved now:
carel,me,myself,and i, smiley missy foo.jerlin annie tan, joelyn yap tang tang, tall tan sok hui gf, sexy dear bell tan, braless wannie girl, small bully chef ng xin yi, taiwanese little song bao bao and her little fat bro wu xiang!

*LOVES! little dear mabel is not here.. but i love you so much too!

ANYWAY HAPPY APRIL's FOOL!!!

signing off: ruru
love.is.all.around!! <3

from taiwan to Sg

2008-11-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

oh yea oh yea..

indeed back from taiwan.. there will be photos, so no worries..
photos that will fill pple with awe, with wahs and with what the hell.
anyway, it will take ages to be up and not on the blog i guess.
mayb facebook albums..
so be patient yea.. =D

bagpacking for 2 weeks..
good experience to fly alone, staying in bagpacker's inn and with friends'..
exploring taiwan and as usual, eat like wth~
made many friends and tried many new things.
have been described as almost like a taiwanese and the accent sounds like it.
climbed so many mountains.
and finally i climbed ALISHAN!
okae, ya its the taiwan singer ah mei's hometown..
breathed in so much healthy air..
i love.

fruitful and faithful trip, and it freaky made me realised tons of stuffs..
shivering and enjoying under the stars on the peak of mountains,
besides the stars i saw something else.
been fucking blinded too..
climbed to watch the sunrise and many times almost slipped and fell,
by then, to be the first one the reach mountain feet thu, yeah, by rolling down.. hahas
another step to growing up..
struggled to get through some thinkings and straightening out some thoughts..
i'll get through!

random:
if lets say, i were to calculate and plan.
i could schedule all my trips according to time difference,
and when i kept flying around the world, its all night time and i could slp forever,
or the opposite then. not to slp!

no time wasted,

provided i have the MONEY man.. =))

signing off: ruru
gosh.i've.been.blinded.

feels nostalgic.

2008-10-10T17:16:00.000-07:00

OKaE..!

i tink i can throw my blog away already..
cuz i aint really touching it.. not even my own lappie..
gosh..

anyway, life's getting more and more challenging for me everyday.
work and personal life.
i wonder if i can take it anymore..
and woah..
lets see how..
becuz i aint the stagnant type..

and life after 20th is getting so much more interesting
taking risks aint big prob, cuz i'm always a risky person.
and i guess i wouldnt really go for someting i dun have faith in..

i wonder,
cant i be like a child at times.
i've never enjoyed throwing any tantrums or stomping my foot at things i like.
u could say, i feel like i've never been a child b4, mayb juz a tinge of it.
recovered from the memories of stomping foot like ages ago,
way during the childhood age when everybody's still playing.
loads are heavy and mindcepts are totally complicating at the age of 5.
and somehow i managed to survive like a normal person till now..
at times i really duno if somethings i did to some large extent was worthwhile.
but i juz wana take a try.
afterall enrich myself yeah..
TRYING is the word.

anyway my abrasion hurts.
fuck the sharp stairs at gwph and say hi to my poor shin.
the bones hurts,
i cant say my heart no longer feels, cuz definitely it does.
perhaps its all too mixed up.

sighing off : ruru
wad.to.do.wad.to.do~

oh gosh.. busy..

2008-07-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

OKAE OKAE..
i know my blog's collecting DUST!
dun complain already!!
hahas..
but what to dooooooooooooooo!

becuz i know i wun sacrifice my time for sleeping to blog!
so ya.. thats whyyyyy..
but, now at least kinda awake..
i wasted my off day slping!
and thats the result of working from 11pm to 7am..
midnight shift, u can die..
YAWNS..
and it totally dun feel like off day..
cuz i'm working tmr again..
wth~

i'm using almost all my time now to work..
and picking up a new language..
woots, so ard aug, i will be even busier man..

my mind's bursting!
and at times i feel that i'm oh-so-power..
i can handle so many tings at the same time..
personal life and work..
and indeed.. actually its tiring..
but i'm still holding on.. so much..
hope it pays off ONE FINE DAY..

signing off: ruru
sighing. off.

tired.dead,

2008-06-29T00:11:00.000-07:00

OKAE..

DEAD TIRED..

because i have been working and working and working..
not even having enough time to sleep..
6 days work a week..
and that off day = zZz
still not enough!

and i really duno what to blog..
my mind's so BLOCKED man..
crossmindeddddd..

i badly needed a breather!

signing off: ruru
.does.it.really.matter.

oh, life.

2008-05-25T22:25:00.000-07:00

okae, its been a month since i've blogged..
and my blog loooooooks so dead..

and congrats me, i have been, therefore, coughing for 1 month++
terrible one..
but congrats me again,
cuz i no longer am having on and off fever..
which is terrible too..

just watched the charity show for sichuan earthquake,
one word - HEARTBROKEN
dint realised it was that bad.. and indeed, its very.

and everytime such disasters happen, many will tell themselves that they re so damn lucky,
and they would speak words carrying feels that they now view life so differently..

but still after the whole incident,
pple might not change,
pple might not realise how lucky they are,
pple might still take things for granted,
and pple just dun grow up..

and its time pple got to see things really differently,
becuz at some point of life,
we have got different decisions to make for the future.
we have got different responsibilities to handle.
we dun have to change our opinion towards happenings ard us,
just take a step backwards and learn to view them differently and individually.
it might be good.

and cuz after all the harsh facts,
pple do still have to grow up.

signing off : ruru
do.wad.you.gona.do.

parties

2008-04-24T19:54:00.000-07:00

yacht party!
happy 21st bdae to little plexiee on da 20th! =))

that yacht with cosy bedrooms! =)

birthday plexie!

the kayak that was disturbed by the speed boat..
MUAHAHAHAS..

Happy ending, followed by clubbing at play.

have been busy running ard chalets and house parties recently,
have been coughing as thu my lungs are coming out!

and i've been worrying since last friday..
at least let me know u're okae huh.
as in, pple shldnt go missing like suddenly?
hmmm..

signing off: ruru
wads.with.all.the.suddens.

O.L.D.

2008-04-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

and i guessed this birthday,

its kinda QUITE HAPPENING AND BORING..
HAHA..
yes, it can be both..
cuz my birthday celebration isnt always one day only.

thanks all for the presents,
- too many surprising gifts this year..

thanks all for the fooooooood,
- and i tink u guys really wana make me FATFATFAT.

thanks all for the wishes!
- i love u guys. =))

signing off: ruru
new.expedition.

fuck.

2008-03-31T22:24:00.000-07:00

wad was it for..
all the funny actions coming round.

my head spins,
my stomach turns against me,
my ears heard,
my eyes saw,
my heart upsets me.

can i be irresponsible for the 1st time..
cuz MIA flashes passed.

i'm feeling so damn fucking terrible inside.
stop talking bout my bdae..
its all bullshits.

signing off: ruru
and i doubt that i can mia. zZz.

suppressed.

2008-03-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

OK..

i realised,
its been a month!
ever since i've been receiving wonderful calls from this private caller.
we had woooooooooonderful conversations.
cuz he/she loves to call me yet not talking at allllll everytime.

perhaps i should'nt call u a stalker,
becuz u dint know where i was.
unless u could track using satellite signals when i picked up.
and perhaps,
i shld have guessed that u just wanted to hear my beauuuuutiful voice..

i think i should announce that i'm VERY FRIENDLY.
so dun hesitate to hide ur voice when u call again.
ALRIGHT.
thank you very much. =))

signing off : ruru
suppressed.feelings.

oh my TIAN~

2008-03-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

OH MY TIAN..

i'm SOOOOOOOOOO caught up..

someone save me pls!!!

guan yin ma, u there?!!!
if u're, pls throw ur bottle down with my ans stuff inside!!!

signing off : ruru
tian.tian.tian.tian.

hi, siao char bor

2008-02-18T18:23:00.000-08:00

YEAP,

I'M BUSY LIKE SOME SIAO CHAR BOR RECENTLY..
and,
i just found out i dint even on my cute black com for 5 DAYS or MORE..
cuz i came home like after 4, 5 am everyday since VALENTINES..
work+sch+projects!

THANKS FOR THE FLOWERS, MOVIE, ICECREAM, CHOCOS AND SINGLES PARTY!

and,
i tink i have been quite nice to my girlfriends and baby recently TOO..
sorry, for the bias-ness guys,
or rather gay-ness.. HAHA..

signing off : ruru
swept.me.off.my.feet.

oh. wierd happenings.

2008-01-28T01:23:00.000-08:00

YEAH..

so many things to do..
CAN DIEEEEEEEEE~

but before anything happens,
BABY U BETTER DUN TRY TO KILL URSELF.. lols..
come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! OK!

cny is coming..
and hello MR HUM SUP,
i so wana chop chop chop u to fight for that breath of justice for them..!
but u're so fucking hard to chop.. @$%^&*

something new..
i wonder why so many people call me princess nowadays,
when i'm like so 'man'! HAHAS..
damn anyhow anyhow can..!

and shit i forgot what i wana type already ya..
so bye bye..

signing off : ruru
wtf.is.going.on.

OMG.. TIRED!

2008-01-21T02:35:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG..

so many things happen recently..

how to phrase how to phrase how to phrase..

I WANT MY MACDONALD BREAKFAST SOON!

AND I SUDDENLY WANA EAT STEAK!

cny is coming..
and recently i'm so working very hard tooooo..

keep drinking really can die.. 5/7
customer's number is filling up my phonebook..
and..
lucky they dint ask for anyting funny..
or else i will make their balls gone!

so many implications around recently..
hi, guys, gays, butches, femms!
come all my friends.. COME!

signing off : ruru
crazy.

FUCK that PUSSY-MAN.

2008-01-04T15:35:00.000-08:00

LUCKY THEY,
TORE UR FACE..
BASHED U UP..
DRAGGED U DOWN THE STAIRS LIKE SOME DUMMY..

IF NOT,
I WILL TEAR UR BALLS..
POKE UR EYE LIKE SOME FISHBALLS..

FUCK U PUSSY MAN..

becuz i have all the rights in the world to behave LIKE THAT to U..

FUCK U

FUCK U

FUCK U

signing off : ruru
suay.suay.suay.eye.

hi 08 !

2008-01-03T02:59:00.000-08:00

OH HI 2008..
sorry that i forgot u..

new year with martell, red wine, nearly expired bun, curry chicken, duck, roasted meat, char siew and fried rice..
so thanks to the host, I DON'T THINK I CAN EVER BECOME ANY VEGETARIAN..

some fun nonsense having to finish up the (i think more then 3-5 litres) of curry before....
i can say HI TO MY SOUR ONION POTATO CHIPS.. =.=

played the random sprays, flying cans and retard running around on the grass thingy..

wishes to me with news i dint really wana hear and things i really dun feel like agreeing to..
and still knowing the reason why..

talked to some crazy-nice gay friend for the first time who is abit tone deaf and complained i left her on streets.. and kup the hp without notice.. so thank YOU!

SO HI 2008 AGAIN..
PLEASE TREAT ME GOOD..
then, i will love u so..
and please not forgetting to treat my treasured ones with love too!
and hi gay friend, u're in it too..

lol.

signing off : ruru
bye.2007.fuck.off.with.the.bad.THINGS.

flames.

2007-12-25T23:30:00.000-08:00

ya merry xmas everyone..
i dint got what i wanted..
aint material stuffs..
i wonder when will it ever come..

my breath stops for a second everytime the thought came..
the kind of feeling being suppressed by tons of huge loads..
oh my...

i'm really tired..

FIRSTLY..
IRRITATED..
i'm always attracting the WRONG CROWD!
PLATONIC friendship PLEASE..

SECONDLY..
guys please dun use heehee or hehe TO ME..
i tink its way too GAY..
girls, i dun mind.. cuz i'm bias.. SORRY GUYS..

LASTLY..
please stop forcing meeeeeeee to one corner CAN!
i'm some freaking TIRED..
it's always TURNING MY MOOD DAMN FOUL..

and i'm NOT USED TO BEING AN ANGRY WOMAN!

signing off : ruru
put.out.the.flames.

happy vs sad

2007-12-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

yes, indeed very shocking that u came and read it..
i'm sure that someday will definitely come someday..

to me,
u're someone who dun bother give a shit to people u dun care..

i dun have the intentions to hurt at all..
u were hurt,
becuz u knew i really cared..

u were hurt,
becuz u did bother to give me the shits afterall..

i know u wana minimize my worries,
best if i disappear from ur life,
so that u dun owe me anyting..

remember, i told u b4,
we're both happy and sad pple..?
so, i haven always been unhappy, i do have very happy times..
so no worries for me..

for urself and abit of me,
i hope dat u'll choose the right alternatives..
whichever fine day it comes,
as long as its within ur means,
pls dun be dat promise-breaker about disappearing in my life alright..

signing off : ruru
take.care.tons.

late.

2007-12-05T03:00:00.000-08:00

yes i know..

see you when i see you..

however much i hated that phrase..

that's the only way..

seriously, i really duno when it will arrive..

every word is so sheltered..

thu, indeed way too much to mess around with..

i guessed i did,

but i never had once regretted at all..

thanks.

signing off : ruru
too.little.too.late.

retard.

2007-11-23T23:58:00.000-08:00

i tot the retard ting ended after i left ocbc..
wtf, it dint..

i was working with adobe on screen,
when i actually i fell asleep when i'm selecting some buttons halfway AGAIN..
and i tink edmund is also retard, cuz he was still staring patiently at the screen..
after dat he told me he's stonning thu he realised i'm slping..
-___________________________________-!

besides dat :
- i can highlight text halfway and fall asleep,
- i can right click on highlighted text and fall asleep, woke up to find my mouse on the (copy, paste, cut box),
- fall asleep in the holding mouse position
- and alot more, which i tink, cant really recall now..

some retard..
aiya i tink i'm too tired..

signing off : ruru
wth~ man.

speechless.

2007-11-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

oh.. i bet u wuldnt wana read my blog..
or rather, i dun tink u will get to read it..
cuz somehow, the posts are abit over.............
whichever, i duno how to phrase it..
the previous posts sounds wierd..

but still,
i'm seriously sorry for doubting u..
or rather i've always trusted u, i'm juz too anxious..

now i got the whole pic..
someting which made me speechless..
still, i'm there.. aint any passerby.. but me..
and u noe i meant it.. =)

yeah, tons of projects are waiting for me to touch them..
and yeah.. this spells really dead..

signing off : ruru
oh gosh.

wierd.

2007-11-19T21:58:00.000-08:00

dun tink there's anyting much i can do anymore..
i have done everyting i can i guessed..
the rest is up to u, gotta live strong yea.. =)

back from genting,
got a chip from the casino to remember how incredibly i can get in with baobei..
hahas..
cuz we dun look OLD, dats the prob. =D

reli felt like stonning all the way man..
got no choice..
and projects are PILLING UP LIKE =(
gotta be hardworking man.. heh..

i will try..

signing off : ruru
i.feel.wierd.

thank you my dearest.

2007-11-10T15:38:00.000-08:00

my greatest yearn now,

continue to call me everyday like u did in the past..
we noe messages culd be fake..

dun be dat big fat liar u promise not to be..
and u're NOT suppose to be..

u taught me promises are not to be taken lightly,
becuz u set an example by doing so,
but if u ever break it, i tink i will hate u for leaving me alone..
and for the first time, i will hate a person, whom i loved.
but izit possible i culd bring myself to do so?

my dearest, my love..

i miss u so badly, i wana see ur stupid face again..
scold me an asshole, i wuld so gladly to be one now..
for u, i promise..

becuz for me, u did the hardest promise..

thank you for trying so hard and not giving up..
thank you for remembering wad i wore a year ago..
thank you for apppreciating me so much..
thank you for letting me into ur life and made an impact on u..

i din noe i reli meant so much,
when initially u said dat u might not even wana try to noe more bout me,
we knew its all lies..

thank you for remembering me at such a time..
thank you so much.. so so much..

yes, on one condition i promised u,
so dat u wuld continue to call me everyday,

yes, i promised u not to wait for ur call..
when its the hardest ting for me..

signing off: ruru
nov.10.we.teared.

endure.

2007-11-07T00:31:00.000-08:00

a call, and my heart broke like again.

please tell me u will be alright.
please tell me nothing's gona happen.

see-ing him suffering is already too hard up,
how can i endure any more of such happenings.

and pls take care and stand strong.
cuz,
i doubt i can take any further blows either.

i dun ask for much,
juz for u to be so alright.
and to u, for her to be too.

signing off: ruru
cuz.its.important.

wad a week.

2007-11-06T21:35:00.000-08:00

hello people, its been more den 1 week since i've blog again..

its was hell during this period of time,
even me, got such a big shock, cuz its way too drama somehow..
but i clearly knew that i will do wadever it takes to keep my loves.

thanks so much to my dearest friends who cared,
friends who are worried,
friends who came over and took care of me when i almost cant hold on,
and accompanied me to see my love.
i really appreciated like tons..

yea, a relief finally..

and still, i'm holding strong, and coping well.. =)
cuz its the usual ru, and i'm the ru.. hahas..
taking a break soon.. YEAH~

signing off : ruru
loves.back. =)

thank you =)

2007-10-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

erh..

i seriously duno since when my blog in a way,
being read by alot others whom i duno..
its not a bad ting.. juz surprised..
hahas.. but anyway ya, thanks alot pple, whoever u're..
i'm fine.. SERIOUS, am handling tings my very own way till then.. =)

ya, in the end i got screwed up..
but its ok..
my fault..
so gorta face up with it..
not a very "big" ting thu..

and its not me who's giving up..
its a fren..
juz trying to help within my means and yups.. =)
am helpless, aint cuz i'm not ok..
i juz cant seemed to help according to how i wanted to..
in general, others told me, i have already helped enough, in fact way alot..
but, is dat so?

anyway sch started!
seemed slack for now..
school seemed so unfamiliar with new faces walking around..

darryl asked me : "are u sad cuz u cant spot handsome guys ard and cant date younger guys?"
APPARENTLY, dat's not the case.. and i tink I DUN LOOK DAT OLD BA.. =D
who said i cant date younger GUYS HUH.. lols..
juz dat i tink i cant even be bothered to look now then.. HAHAS..

din go school today, cuz its only 2hrs lecture..
and i seemed to be in coma again till 6plus pm..
guessed i'm abit sick..
i cant even remembered whos call i picked up till i checked my hp..
heh.. sorry peeps.. abit seh~ =D

tinking to venture into home-biz..
a thought to be considered.. =)

signing off : ruru
hello, BUCK UP!

some helpless.

2007-10-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

some down..
or rather, i tink i'm quite busy but stonning..

got screwed up for an incident..
and more screw ups after he comes back from overseas..
SIGHS~

am worried, so worried..
but there's nth i can do..
i'm sorry, and pls dun give up..
becuz i dint..
some helpless oso..
i'm still trying..

went alexandra ytd..
workload, which i tink he can cope and i cant cope.. hahas..
shall see how i guessed..

kinda coma today man..
30 over missed calls..
sorry pple..
din slept for 3 days..

signing off : ruru
wad.to.do.wad.to.do.

complex

2007-10-12T01:21:00.000-07:00

i tink my blog's dying.. lol..
its either i'm blogging shits or i'm not blogging..

anyway, ya whoever who's wondering wad i've been doing recently..

prawning and cooking..

searching for presents and planning for birthdays..

at least once a week drinking, recently thai clubs.. or both pubs and clubs..

shopping, or more of window shopping..

SICK and STAYED HOME sometimes.

yeah, major project is out!
Alexandra Hospital, i'm coming and this,

spells dead!

signing off : ruru
complex.

moon cake FESt.

2007-09-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

月饼天，
月亮天，

看月饼，
吃月亮，

啊哈哈，
中秋节。

happy mid-autumn FESt.
happy punggol park fire-play DAY!
=D

白痴。

signing off : ruru
yeah. =))

hey mummy!

2007-09-16T18:38:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday mummy!

by right, we're celebrating yesterday, cuz its the actual..
by left, celebrating later, cuz she's working ytd..
hahas..

and i bought her cake(S),
as in many many small small ones to make up a big one.. =D

ytd am a good girl again..
drove dad around spore to send his goods,
next went to his company to work, help out till night then fetch him home..
and i'm freaky tired, slept very little recently..

today fetch mummy around to buy her stuffs..
how can someone travel 5 places juz to buy toilet paper.. LOL
damn cute.. only the toilet paper is money, petrol is not money..

i guessed its all bout wants and dont wants..
u happy buy here LOR, not happy go elsewhere LOR.. HAHAS..
u ok i ok.. =D

HOME - geylang - toa payoh - sengkang - tampines
delta road(west side) - balestier - HOME!

yeah, north south east west.

signing off : ruru
finally. i. feel. tired.!

randoms.

2007-09-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

heh..
die..

nowadays,
i slept when the sun rises,
woke up when the sun sets..

end results,
suffered from seh-ness and headaches..

dun reli tink its insomnia now, becuz i din even tried slping early.. >.<
so, i wun'nt even noe if i'm still suffering from insomnia not.. HAHAS..

kept seeing so many friends on tv recently..
like the Hey gorgeous and Starsearch..
seems like i have quite a number of beautiful and talented friends.. *winks.

suddenly got the urge..

I WANT CHOCOLATE FRAP FROM STARBUCKS!

signing off : ruru
oh, faints.

knock knock.

2007-09-10T11:38:00.000-07:00

no vulgarities! ****

a taxi NEARLY knocked me down juz now..
i meant near as in like mayb 1-2 inch..

i wonder wad will happen if i was being knocked down..

perhaps a hunk will pass by and help me up? LOL..
or perhaps the cockroaches will juz crawl onto me.. YUCKS.!

-__________-
crap.

signing off : ruru
wad.the.

jeopardy.

2007-09-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

drink drank drunk..
for better insomnia cure.. hahas..
kinda bullshit man..

anyway, have been a good girl..
stayed home ytd and today..
did housework today, mopped the whole house and packed my room..
but still very messy..

i'm not leading an aimless life..
i guessed the way to phrase it,
i've too many tings to settle..
cant seemed to find which to start with..
some seemed to be able to wait, in fact, the most critical to hold back..
its so hard to define a real problem..

sometimes, tings are so clearly stated..
sometimes, everyting's a hidden truth..
wad to find out, where to begin?

signing off : ruru
life.in.jeopardy.

hectic life.

2007-08-30T09:26:00.000-07:00

messed up life.. probs came pouring together..

hello, cousin, if uU happened to read my blog..

iI care and iI still do.. we are bonded by blood,
uU're not running away from the 20 years of relation we've..
one day uU'll understand.

maybe for once, iI gona start living life for my own..

First, heal me of my insomnia can?

its been like 5 FREAKY DAYS, since iI've rolled on bed all the way till iI can see the SUNRAYS CLEARLY..!

signing off : ruru
sense.full.

wads up girl.

2007-08-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

so many tings are going on..
between

me and her,
me and them,
them and them,
me and him,
me and her.

i haven been happy for long,
i haven been unhappy for short.

signing off : ruru
expecting.unexpected.again.

sexy hits.

2007-08-17T03:15:00.000-07:00

someone PLS REMIND ME TO DO MY SIP REPORT..!!! hahas..
confirm pls chop forget..

next week might be going back to office to collect testimonial and to visit my dear MISSED peeps! with dougnuts? hahas.. =D

so freaky sick recently.. sexy voice~
cure me of my horrible non stop hits CAN?
its making me tear..!
seriously on-going for 2 months and stopped for a week NIA.. =((

signing off : ruru
oh.sexy.voice!

high hols.

2007-08-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

hey yo!
attachment ends le.. oh my..
its a both sad and happy ting..
iI will no longer be lack of slp, but iI reli miss dear EB9 peeps..!
nvm, we'll meet outside.. hahas..

so hols here.. wad shall iI do man..
perhaps first 2 days rest..
den it will mayb be working on roadshows..
and next it depends ba..
mayb some overseas?! =D

need some playtime time..!
afterall its the last sem break..

little girl iI'm all urs on friday..
and uU're all mine.. hahahahahas..
monkey time?

signing off : ruru
yawns.time.to.slp. =)

social.

2007-07-29T18:28:00.000-07:00

blogblogblog.. no time man..
tired shit..
finally went for a client meeting with my manager for the bank's stuffs..
new exposure, yeah..
and mayb next week..
"lets bring mei mei go see ferrari" by another.. =))
okaes.. iI'm still small to them.. hahas..

recently, drinking and late nights..
some socializing events between bank staffs..
quite fun.. hahas..

its time for my bikini..
its sentosa times.. =)

sunday is always a good-girl day.. =)

hello baby! i love u! hahahas..

signing off: ruru
blah.blah.blah.

happenings.

2007-07-15T03:59:00.000-07:00

so.. did played that sumo game last friday on "sweat it out" day at toa payoh stadium.. hahas..
the suit was heavy.. LOL.. but fun la.. =D

bro wilson went into army on friday.. tues, drove them down for steamboat at bugis.. =D
fat man.. eat till mid-nyte la..

work is never sian cuz of my working peeps.. heng iI had them..
eating is never ending..
there's durain feast of ard 50kg of durains in one of my SRM's hse.. and 50kg pre-order..
so we ate alot.. and had steamboat.. hee.. and steamboat again lor.. T.T
pre-order another 80-100 kg and very efficiently they send it to SG from malaysia on the next day! iI order 10 kg.. so went to fetch my durains from my RM's mother house.. den drove to my grandma house and open up all the durains by myself!
woah.. so proud of it.. wahahhas.. and the durains are DAMN NICE!
and my grandparents love it! heh heh..
drove down to find zhuzhu to pass his family some.. SEE iI'm so NICE.. =p

Friday initially, there shld be a dinner at Japanese restuarant..
but afternoon, there's welcoming party in recreation centre.. so ate till like damn full.. cancelled!
went clubbing at st james.. but too pack le.. not dat fun..
but fun in a way cuz its first time clubbing my with working peeps..
damn cute la.. hahas..
thanks zhuzhu for staying up to wait for me to get home.. reli appreciated it lots.. <3

Ytd sat.. picked cy, manda, george and edwin from sengkang and went for a celebration at balcony for minfei's birthday..
zhuzhu just finished his work at heeren, asked him to join too..
din see some of the peeps in funs since attachment started.. glad to see them there..
after which went to boat quey awhile, chit chat den go home..

signing off : ruru
eating is never ending!

madness!

2007-07-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO~!
today went abit hay-wire in office.. hahas..
maybe becuz after being weeks of not HUMAN.. some robot..
iI've finished my 100 ++ credit reviews..
and suddenly like NTH TO DO..
and iI agree.. the hardest ting is to pretend that uU've someting to do!
okaes.. but happiness doesnt last very long.. soon.. some pouring in again.. lols..

BOOZ~
ytd meet pigpig after work.. went town.. walked around..
and we ate ramen at ajitsan.. ahahas..
so see see! its nice..!

okaes, my crayfish is hiding behind the softshell crab.. YUMS..
looks yummy ryte? so maybe, some restuarant shld hire me to be some mum mum photographer..!! wahahas.. (some voice : "wah seh tink too much la") - __________-!

hahas.. okaes some lame..

so today.. received some news..
iI'm involved in this friday sports event organised by my dept..
so its the whole enterprise banking business.. hahas..
hmmmz.. venue shld be at toa payoh sports hall..
some happening huh.. heh heh..
at first tot can go home early.. cuz no news of the event.. =x
cuz iI wana meet pigpig go cut hair.. but nvm.. after dat!
next news.. kena sabo by my supervisor to play SUMO WRESTLING~
HELLO~ SUMO.. ME?!
hahahahahas~ the farniest ting is.. see below la..

Tink have to WEAR THAT.. ahahahas..
thu it looks so cute..
doubt iI can move around after wearing that.. =D

signing off : ruru
oh.my.BABY!

work play.

2007-06-25T23:35:00.000-07:00

HEY!

insomia last night.. not cuz of work.. just toss and turn.. culdnt get to slp..
so today.. look like some hello panda's fren.. @.@
mummy's sick for a few days..
but she's some stubborn woman.. helpless man.. -_______-
anyway she's better le.. =)
my dear yuanting is so sick, and she's finished up her 5 days MC..
finally back today..!
super stressed up recently.. dateline to rush for portfolios..
but hack.. after work = FREE! weeeets~

so last friday after work went party world with my bank peeps..
was quite fun la.. and found out dat lots of my dept peeps culd sing well.. hahas.. =D
ok.. so iI guessed more karaoke trips!
realised, actuali bank's not as boring as pple tink, or rather iI tink at first la..
cuz mayb or just happened to be my dept is very happening..
up coming events, some kelong trip, some muar durian feast den inter dept sports challenge?
some cute.. hahahas..

becoming some fat girl real soon..
sat went out with my droppies..
ok.. sorry droppies sound abit like shit.. dear DROPLETS iI meant.. =D hahas..
to the cathay restuarant for lunch.. cuz twiin had 4 vouchers from her DnD.
nice lunch! and iI definately miss droplets gathering! =D
7plus 8 went changi village, its ah brent's bdae..
so we ate seafood at terminal restuarant.. den shift to terminal bar to chill..

sunday! wedding dinner..
its mum's sec sch classmate's daughter's wedding.. hahas..
but mum DIN GO!
not feeling too well still.. so me and daddy went on her behalf..
and iI tink iI looked reli like mummy, so they asked oso.. HAHAS..
sorry to sae the bride looks abit like transv with man's built, but she's nice la.. =)
and dat bride's mum tried helpping her son pull strings with me.. *tolong la..
doesnt meant mummy's classmate must become mummy's QING JIA (in laws),
lidat iI will be some busy woman.. cuz class mates = alot.. hahas..
her son is a veggie boy (some big size), is 25 and iI tink iI dun wana get marry yet.. LOL.. =D

booo~ go slp.. nytes..! =)

signing off : ruru
M[]zz u. =)

papa DAY!

2007-06-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

yeah~ half day off..

went for doc appt..

yuanting! iI knew uU miss me.. and pls dun deny.. HAHAHAHAS..

and pig iI was reli good to hold dat packet of duck rice for uU for so long to ur hse can?!

hahas.. =D

afterall was reli glad to see linda back to her cheerfulness..

some worried la..

or mayb she hid her stressful face better now.. hahas..

and iI respect dat in workplace its best not to go mummy~ or ah bu~ LOLS..

iI might just get killed.. =x

anyway ytd.. weeeets~

long long time ever since chinese new year, daddy cooked!! =D

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY ytd la opps.

and.. we went out for some shopping at bugis..

wanted to meet jiawen and mabel, but halfway mum felt sick..

so drove her and daddy back..

den randomly, daddy wana cook!

so we went to gather ingredients..

so the dishes are, steamed fish, herbal chicken,

some nice fish tofu with mushroom fillings (bought from ntuc),

scallops with bamboo shoots, and veggie and fried eggs..

did iI missed out? cant rememeber..

by ryte there shld be some crabs..

but.. by left, ok there are three pai ka* ones.. so not getting them.. =)

some pig.. uU're lucky to eat here ok! hahas.. =))

two pics :

As USUAL~ CUTE.. wahahahahas~

dats my parents!

sorry ya peeps..~ as uU can see..

ate alot and NOTHING LEFT..

cuz its too nice.. =D

signing off: ruru

yeah.diet.time.!

homey early!

2007-06-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

oh.. home so early recently..
okae.. iI meant ytd and today.. hahas..
din reli have a early turn in for a very long period of time..
ytd slept at 11plus..
totally felt so nice man.. woots~
but as usual.. still dozed off during com-ing in office.. LOL..

its been 2 mths le.. and never failed to not doze off..
like wth~ and iI reli DUNO WHY..
trying to tink of a way..
someone's going to celebrate for me if iI dun doze off for just ONE DAY.. yeah! =)

ate fruits for lunch.. and drank fruit juice in the morning..
but the 3 chicken wings iI ate just now paid back all.. =(
SLIMMING time! iI'm coming! =D
and yeah.. pay coming soon..
not so tighted up and GSS! iI'm finally coming.. am iI? wahahas..
guessed iI'm totally mad..
so lame at times.. so stone at times.. and back to madness at times..
work stress.. work stress..

ma: ah boy ah.. zuo ren yao dai tou ting xiong! bu yao yi zhi tuo bei..
ma: zhe yang cai neng kan jian geng chang yuan de lu..
boy: ma.. wo pa cai dao xiao qiang la.. -____-!

self-created *joke. =D

signing off: ruru
oh.my.baby~

headache.

2007-05-31T18:34:00.000-07:00

yeah.. today holiday..
real stressed up ytd in office..
head was even more pain then the nyte when iI only had two hours of slp.
missed mummy so much la..
she din come to work for a few days..
so sad..
having some headache at home..
so rest rest today..

had a gathering few days back with most of the funs..
at swensens..
well.. iI duno wad to say..
just glad to see everyone's fine..
at least for the appearance wise.. the rest iI'm not sure thu.. =)

expected tings happened..
unexpected tings oso happened..
why the hell lidat..
some tiring leh..

anyway some stupid zhuzhu..
thanks for everyting. =)

signing off: ruru
wads.up.ru?
:I duno!

meets up soon!

2007-05-24T13:54:00.000-07:00

hey!
hahas.. iI'm like blogging once in awhile..
reli once iI guess.. too busy and some tired dog when iI reached home..

first happy belated birthday to my dearest little sis, persis..
finally turned 18.. and stil looked so kiddy..
sorry culdnt meet uU nowadays.. but soon.. =))

duno where iI get the energy from ytd..
met zhuzhu after work..
went to makan den watch 2 hrs of tv..
next met ah mei near our area..
out of nowhere.. she wants to play bball.. (12plus already)
but we're used to it.. cuz we love mid-nyte ball.. hahahas..

but iI'm wearing some formal top and skirt leh.. and heels..
ended up hack la.. reach bball court..
threw my heels at the side and started to play till 1 plus..
LOL.. so.. today.. hahahahas.. tired like some shit..
iI reli realised iI had fell asleep everyday single day without fail,
since the start of my attachment..
iI duno how iI did dat.. wahahahs.. =D

anyway hope to meet everyone soon..
misses and misses!
next wed going clubbing..
nicole shld be joining.. iI guessed..
hope the others come too.. =))
meet little gf at bugis the other day for dinner..
called twiin, but she din ans.. so din meet..
might be meeting her later for dinner..
miss her hell much.. =)

iI had a new name..
- ha ha bia =)

signing off: ruru
hugs. and. hugs.

some reactions.

2007-05-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

ytd.. went to serangoon north with ah mei..
she bought two puffer fishes for randall..
thu iI liked them alot..
iI din buy it.. hahas.. its already nice to have frens owning them..
cuz iI've no time.. fishes die faster.. besides there're other pets in my house..

bought a small red lobster for mummy..
a different breed from dose uU eat in restuarant ok!
not dose ready-to-eat type of RED OK..
everyone is eyeing on it when they saw..! HORRIBLE~ hahas..

anyway.. tink its missing now.. in mummy's car..
somewhere and duno where..
just hope it wun stink inside lor..
poor hei ! and some over excited mummy.. hahahas..

iI reli am missing my droplets man..!!!
iI reli hope to meet up and do some catching up!!
but its just so tough when one's so tired after work..
especially some bank work..

some promoting of blog for junyong as promised: http://www.junyongk.blogspot.com/
hahas.. go click there when uU guys are free..
its google ads! =)

signing off: ruru
wad.a.reaction.

fishyyy.

2007-05-16T00:49:00.001-07:00

omg.. so many days cant blog..
so blogging in office now..

went with linda, gary, mei and randall to buy fishy at serangoon the day before..
she bought some black fishy and two puffer fishy..
OMG~ iI want puffer fish too la.. so cute and ROUND!
wanted to buy.. but kinda mafan..
scared no time to takare of it.. so not buying meanwhile ba..

ytd went tp her hse.. one of the black fishy die..
wondering if its sick..
help to clear up..
went eastpoint mall's pet safari.. she bought some coloured stones,
and a fake water plant..
anyway the pet safari there shrink like duno wad la..
so disappointing.. =(
but stil saw alot of cute puppies..

anyway back to work..
tons to do.. =)

awaiting for the MC day.. hahas..
clubbings and kbox and shopping..!!

signing off: ruru
work.jiayou.work.

timeless.

2007-05-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

Many pple’s been complaining dat iI din update my blog la..
everyday work.. time is not even enough for sleeping, netherless blogging!
hahas.. maybe just update a little.. =p

last week, this girl has been taking MC~! ya.. yuanting uU!!! den she left me alone in the office..
so lonely.. and eating all the biscuits to MYSELF..! =D
hahas~ uU better save up the MCs man.. if not iI gona leave uU in the office for full whole week!!
anyway.. lucky there's mummy, linda there to pei me.. hahas..
ya and she's my very kiddy cute and nice mentor..
so we tok wadeva nonsense we have..! =D
gona pei her go buy some fishy fishy to keep in da office.. LOL.
To prevent us from dozing off, so we can play with it.. =D

have not been doing any catching up with other peeps in FUNS. not much at all..
everyone's busy working..
well.. iI miss some of them especially much..

signing off : ruru
down.up.down.

sleepy day(s).

2007-05-02T08:25:00.001-07:00

woah~

back from work early today.. 10 plus..
ok la.. quite early.. hahas..

so.. ytd off day..
brought my m'sia couzie to sentosa to play..
den off she goes today! HOME..!
misses!

damn nice weather today..!! so nice to slp la..
shucks.. forced myself to get out of bed..
its rainning.. so brought my cute green laogao umbrella out.. hahas..
den office freaky cold again..
everyday like in north pole..!!! =(

anyway guessed its been my trademark..
the (hold-the-mouse) and slp position..
jia liat.. iI just cant stop falling asleep!

anyway cheryl came and looked for us today..
surprised.. hahas..

iI'm so mix mix mixed up recently man..
I MISS MY GF and GF(s).. hahas..

signing off : ruru
rars~! can someone help me.

tired..

2007-04-28T10:20:00.001-07:00

gosh~ a week had passed every since iI had my attachment to OCBC!
its enterprise banking dept iI am in now..
people there are very nice.. luckily lucky..
anyway iI fell asleep in office everyday.. lols..
not cuz iI'm lazy LOR..
even when holding the mouse and staring at the com..
iI can fall asleep in that position..!!!
guessed iI'm just SO LACK OF SLEEP..

had lots of work to do.. but guess still managable..
everyting is related to banking and finance..
none of them is related to wad iI've studied! -____-!
everyting must learnt from scratch man~!!!

thurs was a freaky day MAN~!
both of my heels gave way =(
first was at douby ghuat.. when iI with baobei on da way to work..
den no choice to take cab..
den second was when iI put another leg into the cab..
GAVE WAY AGAIn~!

HA BAYS~! so iI ran bare footed into OCBC building..
and everyone was laughing. including the security guard..
hahahas~
guessed iI was the first person who walked ard bare footed in da office ba..
k nvm.. so lunch time went to buy heels.. LOL..

one cousin camping in my hse..
another from m'sia came today..
oso camping here..
oh.. hahas~

sometimes.. iI'm just so glad for uU guys..
at times.. iI reli felt left out..
so wad..
iI'm kinda confused with my feelings at times thu..
iI cant decide wad iI wanted.. sighs~

signing off : ruru
wad.a.day(s)

back as usual..

2007-04-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

after back from china..
become a nyte owl again.. hahas.. as usual..
home late..

went double O on wednesday..
kinda high, so next day.. my waist abit ache.. hahas..

iI guess everyting went quite well now..
happy for my little no status too!
he's a nice GUY! weeeeets~

thanks mummy for recent days..
feels kinda comfortable.. =))

reallocated to OCBC..
happy! pay higher!
more frens! and most imptly..
same working place as baobei.. wahhahas..
so coincidental ryte.. =D
monday start attachment le..
hope everyting and everyone is nice.. =))

signing off : ruru
sha.la.la. =D

back from trip.

2007-04-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

BACK ! =))

so anyway this 8 days.. seen alot.. hahas..
enjoyed alot and suffered alot..

a little tings of wad iI experienced..

1. temperature dropped like MAD. suddenly from 20plus to 10. brrrr~
2. miss some people like HELL LOTS.
3. reli ate so MUCH. every meal more den 10 dishes. or less at times.
4. ate nyte supper can have more den 6 dishes. =(
5. found dat they sell a 32 gig thumbdrive! technology are horribly advanced.
6. stepped on one cockle or 'lalak' uU called it accidentally.
7. found a restuarant selling the endangered alligator turtle to EAT.
8. saw that they sell vigras so openly. woah.
9. brought my 'first-time' seen china cousin for shopping one whole day.
10. she's blur like sotong and she looks above average den typical china peeps. so iI'm worried!
11. my dat poor girl din even ate a burger b4. and iI bought her tons of stuffs. =))
12. irritated and totally fed-up by my dat 'room-mate' whoever noes.
13. went massages at a damn cosy and cheap-rated place.
14. made a china fren at the sauna room.
15. the custom pple returned me my chewing gums. and iI brought it back. hahas.

ok. =D

some some pics:

still got offer leh! hahas..

so as uU can see.. even if clothes are cheap..
iI cant possibly buy this kinda clothes with such wordings on it.. LOL.!

seriously got a shock, this is on a building and its all L.E.D lights!
and its animation. NOT STATIONARY WORD!

lastly, see this is my china couzie..
so how can iI not be worried.. she's alone dere..
and iI tink she looks like korean and abit like dat 'goong actress'
execpts dat she's a 'gong one'. loves! =))

signing off : ruru
time.for.exercise.!

BIRTHDAYS =))

2007-04-04T00:36:00.000-07:00

yoz..!

so damn tired..
flying in a few hours time..
just send dumbest home..
before dat was a wonderful day with her.. =D
and thanks for the preezie.. so stunning thu.. =))

last few days.. spending time at chalet..
chef don's bdae..
drove around.. see-ing bapok.. heeeee..
den its changi village breakfast.. and HOME.!

next was my bdae..
I WAS LIKE CHEATED AGAIN..
after so long.. APRIL'S FOOL..
hahahahas..
wear sui sui, hair sui sui..
ate at baobei's hse with those da pao food..
LOL.!
but pleasant surprise thu..
cut cake at kopitiam.. hahahas..
first time..
den.. received edmund's prezzie.. thanks! =)
drank and homie home..

den new york new york with FUNS and very nice staffs dere..
freaky cute and preety peeps..
was so so so surprised to JUST NICE saw my darling jiaqun dere la..
so happy.. hahas.. so sweet of her to buy me flowers.. =D
and thanks funs for everyting.. =))
next, went parklane.. slack around..
den went home pick up car..
send baobei and no status home..
they spend the first 12am and last 12am with me.. <3s

signing off : ruru
wonder.fulll. =D

SWEET FATS

2007-03-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

A EATING nightmare.!
: by AH MEI

according to her..
she dig out so many invisible factors dat will make me FAT..
iI just realised.. iI had to eat all the way b4 my birthday till overseas.. til BACK!

OMG!!! gona BE SO FAT!

FRI :a chef birthday chalet = EAT

SAT :meeting a brother = EAT

SUN :mummy advanced birthday celebration for me = EAT

SUN's NIGHT :fine dinning by my dearest baobei, no status and frens = EAT

MON :funs celebration for me = EAT

TUE :maybe = EAT

WED-WED(overseas CHINA) = EAT ALOT ALOT!

BACK FROM CHINA : gary's treat = EAT AGAIN

CHI SI WO! RARS*

signing off : ruru
fat.fatty.FATTEST.

night.

2007-03-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

uU noe how hard-breaking it is..?
to actuali send uU to meet another..
sighs..

ever since..
baobei..
uU set me tinking..
uU realised.. uU convinced urself..
stil.. iI dare not hope..
but seriously realised thu..
at least once.. iI possessed..
give me a second..

just blindly going..
now what..
its hard to control..
but iI'm afraid for the second as well..

thanks for the dinner..
iI din noe iI actuali bursted out in the cab..
iI din noe it was stil so strong..
iI tot iI was strong..
turned out.. it was the insides dat were stronger..

took a stroll in punggol park..
a long stroll dat fills alot inside..
squated at the sides..
feeling so helpless..
lucky dere was the call..
dat stopped me..

april is approaching..
iI'm starting to feel scared..

signing off : ruru
give.me.a.break.

overseas.

2007-03-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

OK..
iI had yawned for like 30 over times just sitting here within an hr..
tearing all the way..
like some tap.. idiot..

officially going overseas early morning in 040407..

so people if uU guys cant find me..
uU noe why le.. =))

and miss me =D

signing off : ruru
buy.bye.buy.

family day.

2007-03-18T12:55:00.000-07:00

tired day..
woke up kinda early..
drove my parents to eat at yio chu kang..
family day as usual..

DADDY IS SO CUTE TODAY! =D

sometimes iI reli cant help but feel dat he's such a little kid..
HAHAS..

wanted to go bugis to look for my couzie..
end up its already 4 plus..
and she's leaving at 6 plus..
wad for go.. lol..
so stayed home and slept abit..
so in a daze recently..
not a very good ting..
cuz good tings dun come into my mind.. ass.

did abit of hse work..
watched the charity show..

chatterbox is arriving next week..
yea.. so freaking long.. -________-

signing off : ruru
choco.choco.choco.

good old days..

2007-03-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

disney on ice was not bad..

got caught in the middle between mum and dad..
ya cuz iI sat in the middle trying to explain the whole of the scenes to them..
tiring man.. turn here and turn dere..
not bad still..
but damn cold.. brrrr~

after wich.. went to old airport road..
drank my bak kut teh soup..
din reli have the appitette to eat..

drove all the way up to the 7 storey carpark..
parked at the top.. where everyting can be seen clearly from dere..
dad got down.. walked to the railings.. and stare..
frm wad iI see..
he's missing my grandpa..
grandpa used to have a shop at old airport road.. selling clothes..
dad used to drive grandpa back to his old shop's location in the past..
and to look for his old frens..
when iI was young, iI followed them dere b4..
now everyting is renovating..
the road has changed quite alot..
still.. he's missing the times he had with his dad at the roadsides dere..

next.. drove dad and mum home..
feeling quite weak..
din go to work..
fall flat on the sofa..

tears.. totally became naughty..
as all the emotions mixed up..
especially yes.. the quiet nytes..

signing : ruru
the.good.old.days.

w.t.h

2007-03-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH@#$%^&*)()_!!!!!!!!

MADNESS~!!!!!!!!!

I wana go.. but I wana bring her go..
I cant bring her go.. he said b4 I cant..
I tried so many times.. I cant..
Dun wana insist and make everyting difficult..
So I agreed on letting the thoughts flow by reluctantly..
Next.. I wana go with her.. he said i cant..
I dun wana make him tink dat im upset,
cuz she cant go with me and in return I left with her..
another reason was..
I noe I cant throw her at home alone for so long too..
he told me and i got stressed over it..
Afterall tings might get real nasty..
Just when I thought I culd let the stupid thoughts reli get over..
He got me irritated with the checkings..
So I had no choice but to agree and agree..
Did not want to voice out my real intentions..
Thu I tried hinting him a thousand times..
I noe its hard enuf on him to get thru his character..
Dun wana make everyting caught in the middle becuz of me..
he was stressed by her..
i culd reli go alone.. he said i culd.. iden meet him dere..
its time to get some independance..
she wuldnt agree..
so we got stressed.. and choosing the dates got me even mroe stressed..
totally hate it.. hate hate hate it..
i culd now even memorise the checkings..
he found out dat it bcame more expensive..
wanted go change dates again..
i was totally bursting..
Yet all along i still feel like bringing her go.. thu I agree to go alone..
Next I found out dat the damn sup paper in sch might clash..
Cuz I did not have enuff confidence dat I’ll pass..
In another thought, even if was allowed to bring her go,
Her sup will definitely clash with the time..
So end up, we all might not go..
Still, I’m starting to fear dat 2 dates in april..
I wana get away from it..
But since this had happened, I cant escape..
She wanted go off with me..
Tings might change for the better if this happens..
If she culd and I cant.. I will stil be left alone..
Tings might oso be changed for the worse..
And it will be totally hard on me with naggings around..
And I badly dun want her to leave alone..
If he were to change his timings to suit me..
It will be against his character..
And I dun want it to happen..
So I din voiced out my intentions once again..
Again.. I bottled everyting up..
And again..

ok.. some irritating post..

signing off : ruru
w.t.h

little buddy.

2007-03-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

ASS.. MY NOSE IS STLL SO PAIN cuz of dat BUMP dat lands me duno where..
so prone to accidents recently..
and backbone got a swell out of nowhere..
freaky pain everywhere..
culdnt reli stretch..
11hrs of work today..
but it was nice..
too busy.. yes..

took 5 by the void deck chair just now..
all iI had was a little cat beside me..
still its presence do help so much..
thank god.!
thanks for accompanying me home all the way thru dat slow walk little buddy..
iI noe thu dats wad uU owais do.. following around..
to me its stil a thanks lots..
culdnt bring uU home..
lucky dere's another malay man to play with uU..
cant reli bear to throw uU at the lift door thu..

hahas..

duno wad to describe..

decide to work tmr again after the disney on ice..

signing off : ruru
. . .

black out.

2007-03-10T01:50:00.000-08:00

all that is said is said..

overseas for preferbaly a month..

its time to get anew life..

shang.le.wo.ai.de.ren.
shang.le.ai.wo.de.ren.
ye.shang.le.zi.ji.zui.shen.

birthday aint values anymore..
others matter more..

signing off : ruru
i.finally.black out.

random, wishy washy

2007-03-08T05:21:00.000-08:00

yes.. cuz it can be kinda relax at times..
been home like 3 days.. went out only to attend a funeral..
but funeral everytime seemed like gathering of old frens.. hmm..

town,meet up,makan and mustafa..
not bad la.. everyting's very random and random again..
dvds: free willy3 + dumb and dumberer..
wahahas.. totally suits the both of us..
ya.. just nice.. dumber and dumbest.. =)
thanks for dumbest accompany overnyte..
cuz seriously aint feeling so nice recently..
as long as someone's dere to occupy my mind.. its better..
thu dat someone made me deprive of SLEEP.. stil big hugs..
its time to set a new customize dumbest alarm.. reli annoying.. lols..

at times truely free of worries..
at times reli feel so free..

sometimes even a little trip makes me frown..
totally frown like nobody's business man.. RARS*

next time.. definately..
when iI have the money..
A suitable time slot of my own convience regardless of paying how much MAN..
no more being tight-down cuz of business trips or or wad ever business subsidies..
the only happy ting is able to shop over the trips..
besides dat.. kinda fark up thu..
and next time iI gona pull so many of my ages dere..!!!!! RARS*
and iI totally hate wishy-washy..!!
mayb iI'm stil not up to the age of tinking abit too far den iI've used to tink!

headache..
how iI wish to escape..
the dates just din match iI suppose..
if it matches.. iI will be gone for an exact 10 days or more..
sians 1/2..
but iI noe.. soon.. in the month of april..
its both a happy and sad month..

signing off : ruru
RARS*

keep me happy..

2007-03-06T01:05:00.000-08:00

hahas..
mum came back with a piece of newspaper..
(everyting is in chinese)
she went : hey iI wana watch this!
iI went: wad ting again?
den she threw the paper on me..

TADA~!

OK..~! so steady.. tmr iI going to buy the tickets..
and watching it this sunday.. HAHAS..
she's so random and cute.. BTH~

shopping spree iI'm coming..
and stretching to over seas.. hahahahas..
dats the only ting dat keeps me motivated now..?
cuz at times iI reli just feel so LOW.. shucks*

iI reli duno wad you, you, you and you are tinking..
tinking about it makes me feel so sad man..
live life as it is ba..
cuz if its meant to be.. everyting will be.. =))

signing off : ruru
lai.ba.lai.ba

some pain.

2007-03-03T21:06:00.000-08:00

yeah.. finally its holidays!

anyway.. its just the start of holidays.. and iI culdnt enjoy..
kinda like some cripple now man..!
injured on thurs mid-nyte..
some accident dat turns my elbow and knee into some 'sashimi' dat nickt called..
painful la..
hoped no obvious scars..

guess stil gorta work on monday..
how am iI going to die!

by ryte going out with couzie..
but guess was too tired with only 2 hrs of slp the previous day..
stil went to brent hse and slack.. reached home like mid-nyte..
headache!
so gorta postpone my shopping trip with her..

sighs..
out of no where..
uU appeared again..
shit man.. its forever haunting..
tel myself.. its stil independant times okae..
so dat iI culd stand up properly.. =))

signing off : ruru
no.idea.of.wad.we.wanted.

hey shops.

2007-02-28T02:30:00.000-08:00

ARGH~

lose 9 bucks at minfei's hse.. LOLS..
NVM its okae.. cuz iI've got a 'free' cab trip back..
hahahas.. cuz the winnings flew to edwin's pocket..
so he paid using our money.. hahas..

my bag's turning colour!
from white to colourful.. LOL..
aiya.. its time to go get new stuffs man..
it shall be POST-CNY shopping den during sem break..
not squeezing with aunties or people during cny for shopping..
partly cuz its peak period.. will die of no air..
another reason is TOTALLY NO TIME LA..
YEA SEM break coming! =D

tings to get soon..
soon la:
shld be clothes.. maybe some dresses..
mum's nagging to get not so short shorts and nicer clothes for events.. -_____-
a bag, wallet, watch, and new SHOES!
mayb an adidas jacket or other nice ones..
EDWIN said to see adidas jackets tugether.. end up went taiwan to BUY le..!! kukus..
nvm shall go see if dere's nice ones..
aiya anyway.. must have enuff money first.. so one by one la.. LOL..

last paper on friday.. oh yea.. buck up MAN..

signing off : ruru
interestingly. random.

wonderful FAT days..

2007-02-23T21:59:00.000-08:00

CNY = FAT
having buffets, steamboats and goodies..
so much goodies.. RARs*

guess its time for my daily 200 sit-ups routine to be back..
so dat iI can go sun-tanning with my new bikini..!!
cny makes me eat ALOT, slp very LITTLE and gamble quite ALOT.. =D
hahas.. this cny.. my dad started his very first gambling..
guess its in my 18plus years of life seen him gamble..
and its with me somemore.. wahahahs.. not bad la..

recent activities after valentines..
my dearest TWIIN willie's birthday! weeeeets~
another gf of mine turning 19.. wahahahas..
ok.. shall not luff.. its mine next!

guess she's reli shocked..
funs gave a very NICE compiled album.. weeets~
terrence gave her a dkny perfume.. hahas.. nice!
droplets bought little BIG twiin a white puma watch..
sorie twiin, adidas really have no nice ones with normal clockface =(
cheers kaes.. HUGS!
initially wanted to buy a bike..
uU noe la.. =))

some pics of her chalet in sentosa!

next was FUNS reunion DINNER.. weeeets!
its our big family..
LOVELY people and stupid cute pics.. wahahahas..

love hugs hugs these few days..!

signing off : ruru
happy CNY.. =D

valentines to be..

2007-02-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

hmmmz..
ITS VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE..!
OK.. AND SO PEOPLE! LETS GO DATING! =D

ok.. iI'm kinda crazie during mid-hours..
apparently iI knew iI have like erh..
1 formal and 1 informal presentation this week..
1 lab test and 1 case study to do..
and 1 animation to hand in..!

iI stil feel so slacked and un-stressed.. dats a BAD TING!
kae.. tel me iI will die this WEEK..

tmr's going out and after dat to butter! weeets~ lovely people! =D
iI'm not driving OUT! cuz iI wana DRINK! =))
1st day passed lisense, 2nd day spot check and gorta blow dat alcohol checking machine!
iI din touched alcohol dat DAY!
anyway nice..! cuz iI've got YOUNG FACE dats why they spotted me! =D

spring cleaning..
nth much to do so decided to post some pics..
the washing process of dumbie..
everyday iI see a different scene..
totally send me rolling..

little fat FAT monkey!

noticed the stitches..!!

1st, day of washing..

2nd, day of FLATness..

TA DA~

ALL DONE BY MUMMY..! =))

signing off : ruru
happy.VDAYYYY! =D

driving test & jap restuarant =))

2007-02-10T10:39:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8 15..
twiin overslept and called me at 845..
but at least she called! =D
first person to wish me luck in the morning for my test.. thanks dear twiin!
started the warming up at 10.. everyting was good..
den it was the test..
when the results was revealed.. iI almost wana peng.. lols..

ok.. den.. chiong cab down to marina sq.
met my little drops dere.. twin, tofu and little..
they waited dere at the jap restuarant..
made reservation at 2pm and iI was late!
ok.. nice place.. nice food.. nice atmosphere with traditional tatami seats..!
and OF CUZ NICE PEOPLE! <3s
here are some pics!

after dat walk around.. den went town and bugis..
poor twiin.. someting happen to her..
shall not tok about it..
BUT BIG HUGS OK!!
iI CARE!!
shall pei uU go replace wadeva uU wana make! =))

signing off: ruru
a.happy.day. =)

sentosa trip!

2007-02-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

o3-o2-2oo7 saturday..
went sentosa with mabel,minfei,jiawen,edmund and junyong..
first time went dere with frens not going beach to sun tan.. HAHAS! =)

toured around..
played sky rides and luge rides and watched 4d shows..
my islander card brought us some discounts.. wahahas =D
woah.. fun day..
hope little gf enjoyed herself! =))

luge rides!

snapping fotos in the SKY! =D

sky rides!

7plus went to km8 to look for my baobei, nicky and ah mei..
ate dinner dere.. MY GOLDEN MUSHROOMS!
and slack.. hahas..
den went vivo walk around shop abit den went home.. =D

signing off : ruru
iI'm silly.so.silly.

simple yet complicated.

2007-02-01T02:22:00.000-08:00

argh!
iI want someone to hug! someone to hold me..
its hard struggling lidat..!
iI'm sick! iI want not need some comfort..
guy or girl.. so wadeva.. its tiring and iI'm still holding on!
iI dun let go.. anyone of us..

up coming stuffs!
stil got cmsk.. and formal presentations.. SIANS!
why are so many tings to do and all so packed together!
burn mid-nyte OIL..!
DIE-ING MAN!
this feb is worse den any of the others..
damn busy and damn pok.. hahas..
shall work..!!

iI'm receiving double impacts..
its the physical and the mind..
at times lemons' still forming on my heart..
den, iI'll scoope them off..
come again.. scoope them OFF!
iI will overcome it.. strong girl! =D
iI just need more sleep..
iI'm pig.. =))

thu.. still..
somehow.. it makes me realised..
uU're really dead..
uU're reli so gone.. it had changed uU.. totally..
but well.. at least iI have the best of it..
seen the traces of them coming up here and dere by a little at times..
still iI noe.. it cant be compared.. cuz iI've long won it over..
so let me kept it in here.. my heart..
and continue with the shell..
ryte or wrong.. no one's to judge.. =))

signing off : ruru
aint.no.simple.being

BUSY WOMAN..

2007-01-29T08:37:00.000-08:00

hmmmz..

news and more news..
GONA GET SO BUSY during FEBRUARY..

so let me see my schedule..
here it goes..

1st Feb - tain submission
2nd Feb - accounts submission
3rd Feb - Sentosa trip?
4th Feb - a stupid date -_-
6th Feb - accounts TEST, Little gf's burfdae celebration with funs
8th Feb - Driving revision, maybe Double 0 club
9th Feb - Hci submission and driving revision
10th Feb - TP driving TEST! and little gf's celebration with droplets
following chiong 3d animation, submission on 14/15 Feb.
WAD's case study and lab test.. (confirm die la)
den study week den exams..

TELL ME HOW TO REST! -________-!

and iI freaky din realise it was SO PACKED..!!

DRIVING'S so near.. PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE OK?! =D

still.. having fun.. hahas.. somehow.. iI can only relax lidat..
THANKS DEAR PEOPLE.. =)))

signing off : ruru
wa.wa.wa.

tough!

2007-01-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

ytd ton over at tofu's hse..
went to pei ke lian de baobei..
lost her work after its done.. made me so worried too..
anyway.. love my baobei man..!
for ur ears and mouth..
iI noe uU thank me for mine too.. wahahas..
muacks.. =D

today's one cold day again..
sch till 5..
finally WAD submission! DAMN HAPPY..!
but heard lab test is coming.. OH-SO.. wish me best of luck ba.. hahas..
stil so glad SO GLAD dat edmund helped me thru all these..
of cuz stil got my jiemei and derek..
seriously tink back.. without edmund.. iI tink cant pull thru poly life..
first was the stupid prsp, java, and now WAD.. hahas..
iI noe iI totally suck at programming SIA..
THANKS MAN EDMUND.. iI MEANT REAL! =D

farnie days in sch.. hahas..
went town to PICK UP SOME PEOPLE's JEANS..
den end up go ps bought some snacks to eat den headed down to clarke quay..

muay thai trial lesson today with baobei, ah mei, juan, nickt, suhari and edmund..
actuali not reli muay thai yet..
just some basic locking techniques..
the squat jumps made us jelly legs.. lols..
iI tink iI ate too much.. PUKE after dat.. =(
anyway saw melody chen, filming dere in red sports bra..
she's preety LA.. weee~

my partner was a erh plump bung la..
hmm.. iI guess half my my neh is flat liao la.. HAHAHAs..
iI can carry HER! strong..! but the instructor says no need cuz iI might strain my back..
SO iI din for the next few times.. hahas..
and her B.O iI cant tahan..
omg~ how sia.. hahas.. nvm la.. but stil she's a nice person..
but not interested.. =))

after dat went mac.. tink after puking damn hungry..
wasted man.. wahahahas..
slack, took pics and tok COcK.. =D

tmr's sentosa? hahahahas..
lets see HOW..
iI noe iI stil have projects on hand..
and my SHOUDLERS ARE so SUAN..
not cuz of training.. recently its been lidat la!
iI NEED MASSAGE!!

signing off : ruru
=) . =) . =)

lost, stop, stumble.

2007-01-22T02:17:00.000-08:00

20th nyte..
thanks twiin uU made my night..
thu its been a long time since we met up..
=))

21st..
a memorable place forever..
a sweet love story with a high price to pay..
uU'll go yeah.. and smileys came.. but so?
neither will uU noe everyting nor how complicated tings can be behind the scenes..
or just simply lidat..
a fool.. or both..
we are just stuck to that particular one..
shall it be.. its enuff..
tings have changed..
HAIS!
iI'm refering to different stuffs..
messed!

pool and billard with the brothers..
soccer and supper!
HAPPIE BURFDAE KAMHONG! =))
its been years since we known each other..
iI'm glad uU guys were there.. hahas..

still heavy loads..

signing off : ruru
on.and off the lamp.

the night.

2007-01-20T03:03:00.000-08:00

19th friday nyte..
after sch was sheesha-ing, den next to cafe delma..
it was the grand opening..

to km8..
nearly fell asleep on the deck..
nice stars, nice nyte.. cool and breezy..
golden mushrooms, calamari, garlic bread..
mojito and lychee martini.. =))

how nice if iI could reli relax lidat everyday.. heavy load..
sighs~

signing off : ruru
stars lite, stars bright.

nonsense post..

2007-01-18T21:09:00.000-08:00

sighs~

at times..

duno wad to sae..
feels like blogging but duno wad to ryte..
ask me.. iI still duno wad to sae..
mayb just.. blank..

blank blank blank..

signing off : ruru
. . .

duno why..

2007-01-16T00:58:00.000-08:00

yes and its kinda true for a merely a week or two's time..
no wanting to repeat the same mistakes..
no doubt.. but how convincing..?

still.. iI reli duno..
the more iI've seen and the more iI've heard..
aches my heart..
out of no where.. tears can fall..
yet iI cant conclude.. wad the feelings reli were..
starting to realise its so hurting afterall..
made me feel like iI'm reli so impt..
yes iI cant leave halfway..
cuz iI'm already part of it..
iI wun wan uU to hold back.. cuz uU need me..
yet iI cant step forward strongly enough to hold uU..
cuz iI aint got enough for myself..
somehow.. iI reli felt from ur heart the tremendous hurt uU had suffered..
iI dun wana sae the heart ache is a sympathy cuz iI felt dat its reli not..

for now.. iI guess iI could till support..
one day when it runs out..
iI'll fall too..
and guess by the time..
everyting had sunk deeper..
into a state where emotions and physical,
from family and love combines..
and when one day.. a leave is a must..
everyting will be back to square one for uU..
still a person whom iI used to be..
tend to look back..
and stil hurts wun run out on me upon the view..

iI lost my love..
picked myself up.. strong again..
yet weaker in the other..
at times realised..
more love iI had ever since..
yet.. sumhow..
once the look-alike bait uncautiously hooked on a fish..
by the time, its too late.. cuz dere's blood..
and when once bleeding finishes.. its gone..

signing off : ruru
be.fine. =)

rub, rub,

2007-01-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

blogging in the middle OF THE NYTE~!
best.. someone force me to BLOG..!!

hahahas..
rub the stupid orh-qeh(blue-black) for like an hour..! -___-
my poor thumb and index finger =(
but its OK.. hahas =))

OK.. no sleep AGAIN..
wan an~!

signing off : ruru
=).=).=)m.m.

s and s. shagged and surprised.

2007-01-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

sick today..
din manage to go for the project meeting =(
sorie tofu!
shall meet uU tmr..

bed ridden till 6plus or 7plus..
lols.. iI sound like iI'm having trouble moving around..
feel so weak.. during bathing iI guess iI can faint..
so cold again today..

ate tom yum bee hoon soup dat mum brought home..
iI din tell her iI was sick cuz was feeling better at dat time..
if not iI guess she wun buy for ME tom yum! =p

and.. iI was surprised today..
in a shagged form of state.. so PS.!
thanks for the qing teng..
iI was more touched den uU were..

signing off : ruru
qing.teng.qing.teng. =))

cold DAY~

2007-01-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

din sleep for 2 DAYS..
hahas.. ok la..
just eyes pain and sleepy besides dat..
its okae.. LOL..

cab like 4-5 times this week..
iI'm so pok and tired..!!

its a rainy DAY~
freaky FREEZING DAY..!!!
BIG rainy and misty windows..!!
walk out of my class..
saw wordings "I LOVE CAREL".. STUNNED..
hahaha! wonder whus my secret admirer?! LOL =X
so iI did some stupid drawings on it too.. =))

HCI lame and fun..
tmr chiong accounts project!

signing off : ruru
hao LENG.HAO.leng.

chicken DAY..

2007-01-10T23:25:00.000-08:00

7 people are in my hse..
since last night..
today we pon school.. =p

nicky,edwin,junyong,jiawen,changyong,edmund and melody..
so.. we ate lotsa chickens WHOLE DAY~
we slack . did some work . chit-chat . played at playground .

yawns.. not working tmr..
go sch la.. good girl OK.. =)))

to momo: good girl went school! =D

signing off : ruru
yeah.yeah.yeah.

the affections..

2007-01-05T12:15:00.000-08:00

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends

keep reading

11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back.
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her.
17-kiss her unexpectedly.
18-hug her from behind the waist
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
20-u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-don't ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff
23-tell her what feels good
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuffs. small things can still help.make her feel special.
26-don't lie to her.
27-don't cheat on her.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her whenever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

are you still reading this u better be
its important

31-Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32-When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33-Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34-While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35-Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort herremember this next time you are withher
36-When people diss her, stand up for her.
37-Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38-Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39-When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40-When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41-Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42-Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43-Take her for long walks at night
44-Dedicate a song to her.
45-Always remind her how much you love her.

you'll never know when she needs just alil more love.

guess the above.. we have went thru alot more than just the BOLD ones..
dats why.. its so hard to forget.. =))
and if only.. iI have done better.. it would all be BOLD..

wadeva it becomes..
bring away the pain and let the beauty of memories remain.. =))
move on and wait..

signing off : ruru
pls.ru.pls.smile. =))

dumbs.

2007-01-05T11:43:00.000-08:00

argh~ dumb dumb dumb..

wad happened..

xin li hai shi suan suan de..
guessed iI deceived everyone..
including myself.. HAHA.. haha.. haha. ha.. yea.. ha. wth~

trying to get over..
YES.. YINRU CAN DO IT..
*roars..

hard la.. sighs~ so dumbbbbbbbbb..
yes its new year..
mayb iI need more love to cover..
my own strength's NOT ENOUGH!

ouch~ sometimes..
it still hurts like nobody's business..
toss and turn.. YTD insommia AGAIN..!!
ring~ there goes the alarm.. wads up.. no more sleep le.. -_-

alryte projects! here iI COME..

signing off : ruru
dont.wana.turn.into.bad.shape.

first day OF SCHOOL..

2007-01-03T23:20:00.000-08:00

yea..

first day of SCHOOL~!
and iI DIN GO~! =D

alryte.. guess iI reli had a headache..
guess gorta adjust the timings of my late nytes, er no.. early morning SLEEPS back..
been sleeping like 5-7 am during the holidaes..
hard to get back to normal timings.. damn tired..
the stupid drillings and hammerings..
this time round.. din affect me..
cuz iI was like thu irritated..
but just slept all the way.. HAO LEI~

went out ytd..
watch night in the museum..
MY DUMB DUMB WANTS TO SPEAK..
with my little godsis persis and little gf bel.. LOL..
alryte.. after dat.. minfei and edmund came and has dinner with us at cine..
persis went back first..
den we played pool awhile..
and ITS HOMING time..

new year passed with 20 - 30++ people at brent's hse..
alot of jabalang people.. half iI knew and half iI duno.. HAHA..
but alryte.. still not bad.. all mix around.. =))

its a new year..
iI knew what iI had to do..
iI guess iI will try wad iI had to stop too..
or mayb move on and wait at the same time..

ny's resolution : a stronger man or a girl.. =D
wahahahs..

signing off : ruru
da.jia.hao. =D

no pointless..

2006-12-29T19:50:00.000-08:00

its two more days to NEW YEAR's EVE..

insomia ytd again..
damn drillings and hammerings at 8plus..
so iI din catch a wink at all.. =(

din go out with the rest..
stayed home..
meaningful tings iI did..
not pointless at all..
iI hope we're happy.. =))

so shld my name be CAREL OR KAREL? hahahas..

signing off : ruru
at.times.this.is.enough~

XMAS.. MERRY MERRY.. =D

2006-12-25T23:55:00.000-08:00

ho ho ho~
merry merry XMAS PEOPLE..!!

its 25th today..
and iI woke up like eh.. 6plus PM!
heh..
cuz reached home like 5 plus AM..
then iI open my bag to search for wallet to buy dinner..
NOTICED my droplets LOVE to throw those presents into my bag without letting me noe!
HAHA.. and this is so not the first time le..
but still.. MUACKS.. love them so much.. =D

xmas eve.. went over to little mabel's hse for dinner..
PARTY AND DINNER there..
went there and distributed the xmas hats.. weeee~
played games, party poppers and lightsticks!
got my personal gift a big meow meow from my baby MANDA~! muacks! =D
gona post the pics soon..!!

after wich.. din go down to orchard for countdown..
first time for so long since iI din go down..!!
hahas.. went to cy's hse.. quite alot people went.. more den 15 iI guessed..
party and gift exchange THERE~
drink drank drunk.. LOLs..

this xmas is nice becuz of the people ard..
<3s

signing off: ruru
la.la.la.

XMAS HATS h.u.n.t.s

2006-12-23T23:39:00.000-08:00

twin told me to sae this :
she's preety, handsome and cute.. LOL
then iI add one more.. lovable ok =D
ok cut the crap~ -________-

alryte.. met nickt and kaki at 230 at cityhall..
walk ard to look for xmas prezzie and the XMAS HATS!

hmm.. so where did we went and look for that..
city link,raffles,marina sq,funan's watsons..
after which borrowed their list of outlets's number..
called lucky plaza, ps, paragon and wisma's watsons in funan's watsons LA..
WOAH~! NO MORE HATS..! ALL SOLD OUT!

saw alot of hats lying around in people's shops..
like hanging at those doors..
guessed if we go around kapo and collected them shld be got alot RIGHT..! =DD
but we din.. cuz mummy says stealing is not right..

den took bus down to ps..
went to daiso, NO HATS!
went to spotlight, NO HATS!
feels like D.I.Y-ing~
MAD.. no time la..

went to carrefour, GOT HATS! but hanging on top.. -_-
iI nearly wanted to jump up and pull those DOWN~!!

took train down to fareast..
went ard..
went to some wierd shop.. used to see hats there.. den NO HATS!
den walk to inside lucky plaza den out..
HOORRAY~
THERE's SOME THERE~!!
EACH FOR EVERYONE~ =DDD

thanks nickttttt and kaki today.. HUGS people.. =))
AND SORRY TO OUR CARROT LEGS~
ITS EVE NOW.. lets party! wooooooohooooooo =D

signing off : ruru
ni.shi.wo.de.jiemei.ni.shi.wo.de.beybear~ =p

GOTH VS. ANGEL

2006-12-22T12:14:00.000-08:00

woah.. okok.. very long never post le..
waiting for the pics.. ITS 88MB~!

guess iI'm getting better now..
so much thanks to everyone..
those unexpected people too.. hugs =))
AND MYSELF.. =D

18th monday..
manda baby's party! woah..
it was a rainy day.. but dat din spoil mood stil..
edmund, changyong and tofu came over my hse first..
then came jy..
did the dressing and some of their hair here..
hahas..
den went over to baobei's hse..
did the make up stuffs..
took very long.. like 9 plus then reach manda's hse..
WOAH~
but our dressing confirm DIN DISAPPOINT HER OK.. =DD

shall post the pics soon..
WATCH OUT~
we have so many devils.. and one little sunny tofu angel =D
dats cute.. heh..
after dat.. two days of slacks and sleeps.. =))

xmas is cuming..
iI'm loving it.. =DDD!

last christmas iI gave uU my heart..
but the very next day.. uU gave it away..
kept singing this nowadays..

signing off : ruru
xmas.xmas.XXMAS.

NO MORE SLEEP AGAIN!

2006-12-17T23:46:00.000-08:00

at home now..
idiot thoughts kept coming in..

had enuff of torturings in my dreams..
becuz they just hurt too much..
iI'm tired iI wana sleep.. but iI'm so afraid to fall into them..
becuz it will be worse after iI woke up to find everyting gone..
wad can iI do?
sleep or not.. SO SHIT~

thanks for dose whu cared so much and companied me online to play games..
ya.. home was hard to get over alone..
finally when iI turn into bed ytd.. it was 5 plus am..
tired.. and so freaky tired..
toss and turn.. found out its 7 plus le..
then again finally getting some TINY PATHETIC sleep..
SOME DUMB ASS IS RENOVATING UPSTAIRS..!!
the drillings are driving me crazie..
so iI kinda din even sleep at ALL..

PARTY LATER..
its honey's burfday..
gothic iI'll be..

but iI duno if iI'll have the energy to go on..
but iI just wana be away from home alone..

signing off : ruru
iI.wonder.if.uU.noe.

clubbings~

2006-12-17T23:43:00.000-08:00

these few days..
was still as hard..
or harder thu..
so..
went clubb hopping..
with lovely people..
iI noe they just din want me to stay home and be alone..
st james power station, mos, clinic and zouk was the places..
home like after 3 ,4 ,5 am..
guess for now.. dats the only way to make me so tired and fall asleep straight away
b4 stupid tinkings starts coming in..
yet.. high hopes in happy dreams land me in worser shape after waking up..
kinda landing me into more disappointment..
ASS MAN~
when can iI ever start to rest properly..
sleep or not to sleep..

one fine nyte..
sat down with dad in park..
open cans of beer to drink..
both of us were unhappy about personal stuffs..
so we chatted and pour stuffs out like old friends..
till 4 plus..

received news..
he had a gf..
dat was faster den iI had expected..
alot more..
but way b4.. guessed my sixth sense was so ryte..
it was true after all..
well.. wads more to say..
just no more happy endings..
all iI can do is to =) and =)
iI noe iI stil do miss uU alot..

signing off : ruru
sighs~

K - buffet =D

2006-12-13T23:54:00.000-08:00

TODAY~!

slept till 1 plus 2..
damn tired..
or rather should iI sae..
iI'm not feeling so good.. as in mood and everyting..
so iI forced myself to sleep..
din join the others for earlier activities..
this dumb girl of everyone cried the day b4..
cuz she's just so stupid~
admit she is la..
yawns~

3 plus ate lunch with dad..

went tamp at 4 plus.. met them..
den went k buffet at marina sq..
sakura food and k box.. yes..
they're nice..
dumb twin din cum..
oh my~

songs.. made me tink of uU..
oh~ wad shit..
iI'm lousy..

signing off : ruru
la.la.la. -_-

YES~ more sleeps..

2006-12-12T20:40:00.000-08:00

woah.. happy..
just woke up not long ago..
finally caught more sleep..

past days.. guys had been staying over at my hse..
LOL~ ok.. pls to study la.. tink wad..
den we shift to tofu's hse to stay and study ytd..
not ENUFF SLP..~ lucky.. now iI did..

den.. tmr wondering to go gym with raine or go ikea with the rest..
after dat going k buffet during evening times..
many people going.. yea~
b4 dat.. morning going over to kovan.. pei-ing papa go register his driving..
den today when iI called my instructor telling him iI was going to find him..
he called he DARLING~ omg..
iI'm not going to date a guy more den 20 years of me or MORE OK..
iI had enuff fatherly love.. =))

den.. george wanted me to post this on my blog..
so this is his masterpiece..!!!

so interested parties contact me at 92273334..
or his hotmail stated there ba.. =D

nth to do.. so decided to post some recent pics of mine..

the tulang at jalan KAYU~ ok.. tulang was not nice man..

santa claus has arrived in town.. A CUTE ONE..!!

Then presenting a CUTE ME ok!
notice iI'm wearing formal.. omg~

then its the retard backpacker..!! =D

signing off : ruru
omg~ xiang si ren..

party vs supper..!!

2006-12-09T23:49:00.000-08:00

today..
stayed home whole day..
din go zouk out with baobei..
she works till kinda late..
ya b4 she cums.. iI'll be k.o.. HAHA

din go MOS with them too.. hahas..
initially wanted to go.. den last min.. din..
many friends went..
its freaky many people from wad dey said..
guessed iI knew it.. hahas..

went supper with edwin,george,edmund and changyong..
dey came my hse to study b4 supper.. george only came after the supper..
the supper was NICE~ at jalan kayu..!!
AND omg~ iI tired the TULANG..
wich is the bone marrow.. eee~ ok..
the sauce for cooking the bone was nice and spicy..
but the marrow is omg~ duno jelly inside and.. eee~ not nice la..
but at least tried.. dats the end result of curiosity.. HAHA! =D
and we luff like mad people with all the knockings.. LOLS!
cuz we cant get the marrow out.. hahahahahs..

ok la.. exams coming soon.. wish me luck kaes.. =D

signing off : ruru
duno.wad.now.

worse day..

2006-12-05T23:38:00.000-08:00

as far as from wad i've been thru..
today.. i've brought the date forward..
i risk everyting i had..
every pain pierced my heart..
everyting was felt..
finally i broke down..

no more pretendance..

There aint any hopes at all..
wishful dumb..
no matter how much is tried..
nothing's gona take place..

decided to move out from dat shadow in my hse..
dat shadow full of everyting everywhere..
had company.. lucky..
lucky me still..
silly faces had not been able to draw my attention away..
netherless to say the pain..

sighs~ everyting was not forgiven for..
seriously.. i reli miss u so so much..

signing off : ruru
a.chance.was.not.

ESCAPE DAY..!!

2006-12-03T03:11:00.000-08:00

MIA-ed the whole day..!! LOL

went with twiin to escape today.. OMG! we're so like kids..
cute kids OK.. hahahas..
decided to do sumting different from shopping la.. =D

anyway.. finally.. one fine day.. iI'm so happy after so long..
kinda put down my worries for time-being..

she's at my hse now.. hahas..
staying over.. yea.. iI've got accompany.. and its my TWIN.. =))

signing off : ruru
happy.day. =)

torture torture..

2006-12-01T23:51:00.000-08:00

hmmm..
wads the day today..? gosh~ its 1st dec le..

times flies like mad when uU're so freaky busy la..
din have proper meals for one whole day, or proper sleeps for countless nights..

countless of untouchable words..
when izit gona end..

iI'm missing so many people..

the night suddenly feels so loney after so long..

signing off : ruru
time.to.relax.

WAD A DAY~

2006-11-26T23:40:00.000-08:00

hmmm..
PASS MY FTT LE..!! yea.. ok.. erhem* =)

so.. 12 hrs seemed to have replenished my sleep..
BUT I'M STILL SO SLEEPY NOW..!!

evening.. on the way to sum big event dinner at expo..
so iI'm dining with 5000 PEOPLE..!!
here it goes in the car.. everyting in (chinese)

mummy : dint iI told uU to change out of that shirt. Its so ugly..!!
daddy : iI feel comfortable in in leh.. where got ugly..!! my friends say nice..
daddy : den uU leh..!! black and white with brown very nice meh..?
me : -_- !! wth~ is wrong with uU guys..??
dad + mum : LAUGHS*
me : can anybody look at me instead??

hahas.. ok dey're so CUTE.. =D

dinner was OK LA..
sum not very nice..
but the moment iI stepped in, saw my friends working as servers.. LOL..!!
disturbed him to get him over serve me drinks.. wahahas.. *grinz*

a new week's gona start le.. go slp le.. WAN AN.. =D

signing off : ruru
a.nice.nice.day. =))

no more empty MINDS..

2006-11-23T02:04:00.000-08:00

oh well..

incidents happened one by one so quicky that.
seriously i needa get back into track..

no more empty minds.. iI noe dat aint good for me..
and dat aint me too.. =))

woken up.. and realised lots of stuffs..

yeap.. iI holding on so much to that apple of mine..

its always nice slowing down your pace
and listen to what others had to say

dose are my values..

and from today.. iI held the second job..
first was a free lance marketing staff..
now a PIGGY BANK.. =))

signing off : ruru
i.lurve.you.

recent doings..

2006-11-20T14:50:00.000-08:00

remembered the everyday dat had passed for the two weeks..
apparently.. just hope everyting can be good ba..
shagged and tired.. no sleeps and cant sleep.. oh boy.. when can it end..??

manda honey came over straight after her As on thursdae..
she happily brought her tub of raspberry ice-cream over..
she din noe anyting dat had happened..
just knew iI was knew so down..
there she said.. " ICE-CREAM MAKES PEOPLE HAPPY "
knew she's always my kai xin guo..
LURVE U JUST SO MUCH YA?!
brought me a cd that she burn herself.. with some very nice songs..
thanz for the "special songs" dear.. muacks..

started my part-time job on saturday with beautti slim again..
bringing the stuffs back to sell oso..
facial vouchers for $15 and body slimming for $18..
hahas..

sunday.. went Asia's food fair with parents..
went home lyk 4plus 5..
K.O till 9 plus..
mayb dats all for the lost-sleep iI've went thru..
chat with him on fone den..
still having squabbles..
but hope its for the better..

today went sch..
derek, nicolas and the guys were so super duper supporting for my job..
LOL.. mayb shld hire them as promoters if possible..
but its for females only.. hahas.. =p

realised.. my tis whole week is duper duper PACKED..!!
everyday dere's stuffs for me to do..
and its so tight.. one-after another..
nvm.. busy its better den doing nth ya.. =))

signing off : ruru
a.whole.new.world.

the first from last..

2006-11-15T00:10:00.000-08:00

thanz to baobei again..

muacks.. uU're just so being loved by me..

hugs hugs.. =))

signing off : ruru
oh.wad.happened.